#1851 That’s So Bridget

Scott and 23-year-old Bridget discuss her college T1D diagnosis , managing Hashimoto's and ovarian cysts , using Mounjaro , and the mental hurdles of taking daily medications.

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Key Takeaways

  • Being diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes as a young adult entering college requires a rapid shift to independence and self-advocacy, but it is completely possible to thrive.
  • Hashimoto's thyroiditis is a common comorbidity with T1D; untreated thyroid issues can cause fatigue, brain fog, joint pain, and weight gain, making daily medication adherence crucial.
  • Finding a manageable routine for daily medications (like keeping pills in the bathroom to take before a shower) can help overcome the human tendency to forget or avoid routine health tasks.
  • GLP-1 medications like Mounjaro are being utilized by some T1Ds to help reduce binge eating, lower insulin needs, and drastically improve time in range.
  • Pre-bolusing (taking insulin 10-15 minutes before eating) and managing insulin on board before exercise are foundational strategies that significantly improve blood sugar control.
FULL EPISODE TRANSCRIPT

Introduction and Resources

Scott Benner (0:0) Here we are back together again, friends, for another episode of the Juice Box podcast.

Bridget (0:12) Hi. I'm Bridget. I'm 23. I live in Chicago, and I've been living with type one diabetes for almost five years now.

Scott Benner (0:23) If this is your first time listening to the Juice Box podcast and you'd like to hear more, download Apple Podcasts or Spotify, really any audio app at all. Look for the Juice Box podcast and follow or subscribe. We put out new content every day that you'll enjoy. Wanna learn more about your diabetes management? Go to juiceboxpodcast.com up in the menu and look for bold beginnings, the diabetes pro tip series, and much more. This podcast is full of collections and series of information that will help you to live better with insulin. If you're looking for community around type one diabetes, check out the Juice Box Podcast private Facebook group. Juice Box Podcast, type one diabetes. But everybody is welcome. Type one, type two, gestational, loved ones, it doesn't matter to me. If you're impacted by diabetes and you're looking for support, comfort, or community, check out Juice Box podcast, type one diabetes on Facebook. Nothing you hear on the Juice Box podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise. Always consult a physician before making any changes to your health care plan.

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A College COVID Diagnosis

Bridget (2:29) Hi. I'm Bridget. I'm 23. I live in Chicago, and I've been living with type one diabetes for almost five years now. So coming up on five years.

Scott Benner (2:43) As you're graduating from high school or a little after?

Bridget (2:45) So it so it was COVID.

Scott Benner (2:47) Oh, good job.

Bridget (2:49) I was a senior in high school when COVID hit. It was at March. And so I graduated, and I decided where I was gonna go to college. And I decided I was gonna go to Loyola, Chicago. Mhmm. And I was really excited. And then a week from move in, they called us and or they emailed us, and they told us that all of our on campus housing was canceled, and the entire semester was gonna be online.

Scott Benner (3:18) Yeah.

Bridget (3:19) And so I stayed that fall semester at home back in Indiana. And then I was able to go on campus in the spring, but everything was still online. And I went on spring break with my family, my sister's high school spring break, and I was just taking classes online. And then I was hospitalized. I went to urgent care and because my parents thought I had a UTI.

Scott Benner (3:47) Okay.

Bridget (3:48) And the rest is history. Yeah. I stayed in the children's hospital for three days over spring break, and I was 18 at the time. So they let me stay in the children's hospital, which was really nice.

Scott Benner (4:01) Is this just as you imagined your freshman year of college to be?

Bridget (4:05) Pretty much. I mean, I can't I can't ask for much better.

Scott Benner (4:09) This is fantastic. Well, so you started college off at home, first of all. That must have been Yeah. A wet blanket.

Bridget (4:16) Yeah.

Scott Benner (4:16) Yeah. Nothing good about that. And then Right. I love that that was my favorite thing is when they moved them back to campus, but then made them go to school from their dorm room. I was like I know.

Scott Benner (4:25) That was an interesting one.

Bridget (4:26) It was crazy. Of

Scott Benner (4:29) all the big ideas. Right. We'll bring them all together in one place, but then slightly quarantine them. But they're probably gonna sneak around and drink and have sex. But, maybe not. Maybe they won't drink and have sex.

Bridget (4:41) And they made so they made us get COVID tested. Like, I think it was once a week or every other week.

Scott Benner (4:48) Really?

Bridget (4:48) And so people would just kinda drop, like like, flies. Like, you would see them in person. I don't know. You would go and get dinner with somebody, and then the next week, they were like, oops. I have COVID. And they were home. Didn't see them. Yeah.

Scott Benner (5:00) Did they make them leave campus?

Bridget (5:03) No. No. You just had to stay quarantined. So everybody it was all single occupancy on campus housing, and so nobody could even share bathrooms.

Scott Benner (5:12) Oh.

Bridget (5:13) So pretty much everybody I don't know. I mean, you could isolate pretty easily, and it worked out really well. And you just had to wear masks on campus all the time.

Scott Benner (5:23) Did you did you learn a damn thing?

Bridget (5:26) Actually, yeah. Because I was in I studying biochemistry at the time, and that later switched. But, honestly, I could focus a lot more on school. I feel like a lot of freshmen in college, they kinda get sidetracked by, like, social things, and I didn't have that option at all.

Scott Benner (5:43) You're locked in a concrete box. It turns out eventually you think, maybe I should read this book.

Bridget (5:48) Right. But so so that spring, I start like, I so I was studying biochemistry. I was in a chemistry class. I thought, gee. This homework is really boring. I don't know why I'm falling asleep in the middle of studying, and it was because I was passing out because my blood sugar was, like, 400.

Scott Benner (6:04) So high. Yeah.

Bridget (6:05) And I didn't know about it.

Hashimoto's Thyroiditis and Labs

Scott Benner (6:06) Yeah. Is there is there anybody in your family that has type one diabetes?

Bridget (6:11) No. I'm the only one.

Scott Benner (6:13) Do you have any other autoimmune issues like hypothyroidism or anything like that?

Bridget (6:18) Yeah. Well, so my my labs come back normal, but I have all the antibodies for Hashimoto's thyroiditis.

Scott Benner (6:26) Do have any of the symptoms?

Bridget (6:27) I don't know. I'm tired all the time, but that could

Scott Benner (6:30) That sounds like a yes. Tell me what your labs are. Do you know?

Bridget (6:33) Yeah. I

Scott Benner (6:34) know they say normal. What's the number?

Bridget (6:36) Wait. Let me see. I can pull them up

Scott Benner (6:38) right now, actually. Everyone else can just this is my public service announcement for people don't get their thyroids managed well.

Bridget (6:44) I know. Well, they okay. One second. I'm gonna put you on speaker.

Scott Benner (6:46) Go ahead.

Bridget (6:47) One second. I just actually got, have you heard of the function health tests?

Scott Benner (6:53) Function health tests?

Bridget (6:55) Yeah.

Scott Benner (6:55) I don't know. Let's figure out what that is.

Bridget (6:57) I don't know. It's really popular in the city. Like, a lot of my friends have gotten it. But it tests for, like, a a 160 biomarkers, I think. Like, it's kinda crazy, but they tested my thyroid. Mhmm. And so okay.

Scott Benner (7:14) I'm like

Bridget (7:15) thyroid peroxidase antibodies were four thirty nine, And it's supposed to be, like, nine. Less than nine is, like, in range.

Scott Benner (7:23) What's your TSH?

Bridget (7:25) My TSH was 2.6.

Scott Benner (7:27) Yeah. It's getting higher.

Bridget (7:29) Yeah. And then my t four was 1.3, and my t three was 3.3.

Scott Benner (7:35) Yeah. And they told you you don't need medication?

Bridget (7:39) They put me on a really low dose.

Scott Benner (7:42) Okay. Good.

Bridget (7:43) So yeah. So my my endocrinologist is great. She's very proactive.

Scott Benner (7:48) No kidding.

Bridget (7:49) So I'm on a very low dose of that. And

Scott Benner (7:52) She'd be, like, point two five micrograms or something?

Bridget (7:55) I think I'm on point seven five.

Scott Benner (7:57) Oh, that's not that low. That's okay. Good. Good. Good. Yeah. Yeah.

Bridget (8:01) I'm really bad at taking it.

The Psychology of Taking Daily Medication

Scott Benner (8:02) So Bridgette. What I Bridget, I can't I can't deal with two girls your age and not being able to take this thyroid medication every day. What what tell me. You're gonna help me for a second. We'll find out about your diabetes. But what stops you from taking one tiny little pill once a day?

Bridget (8:22) honestly also okay. I guess I don't take a lot of medications. Like, I've

Scott Benner (8:26) That doesn't sound like you're taking any, even the ones you have, but go ahead.

Bridget (8:29) I've been decently healthy. And so, like, even I'm horrible at taking vitamins, like, I just forget. But I have the little like, I have the pill right next to my coffee, but the problem is you can't drink it with the coffee. And so I'll get ready in the morning, and I'll make my cup of coffee as I do every day. And I look at my medicine, and I tell myself I should take that. And then

Scott Benner (8:52) Yourself doesn't listen?

Bridget (8:53) And then I'm like and then I'm like, oh, I have to wait fifteen minutes. And then by the time fifteen minutes, my memory of a goldfish forgets about it.

Scott Benner (9:00) Right. Bridget, has your voice always been deeper?

Bridget (9:04) I think I'm a little sick maybe.

Scott Benner (9:06) It's also it can be a it can be a symptom of of Hashimoto's. Did you

Bridget (9:10) know that?

Scott Benner (9:11) Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

Bridget (9:12) I've noticed it, like, raspier over the last few years. So

Scott Benner (9:17) Let's go over them very quickly. You it's just a a simple yes or no. Fatigued? Yes. Weight gain? Yes. Feeling cold easily?

Bridget (9:25) Yes.

Scott Benner (9:26) Constipated? Sounds like a no. Dry Not really. Dry skin? Not really. You're like, there was a day I didn't go, but that's not is your hair getting thin or dry? Yeah. Do have any puffiness in your face?

Bridget (9:40) Yeah.

Scott Benner (9:40) Depression or low mood? No. Alright. Slower thinking or brain fog?

Bridget (9:45) Yeah.

Scott Benner (9:46) Slowed heart rate? You probably wouldn't know. No. Muscle aches, cramps, or weakness?

Bridget (9:53) Yeah.

Scott Benner (9:53) Joint pain?

Bridget (9:55) Yeah.

Scott Benner (9:55) Here's a fun one. Heavy or irregular periods? Yeah. Okay. Bridget, listen to me. Do you have a father, or was he taken tragically by your mom? Okay. Okay. Alright. No. He does he love you?

Bridget (10:08) Yes.

Scott Benner (10:08) Okay. What if you put him in charge of it?

Bridget (10:12) Yeah. That's true.

Scott Benner (10:13) He can make him call you every day at a certain time, and then say into the phone, Bridget, take that damn pill. And then you can he can hang up after may this is my, advice. After he hears you swallow it. Okay? So I don't even wanna tell you the process that we use for Arden. But it's

Bridget (10:30) What do guys have to do?

Scott Benner (10:32) So for first things first, she won't take it in the morning. Mhmm. She doesn't like eating or drinking anything right away when she gets up. So it's not optimal, but she takes it right before bed. It's still that her doctor said that's fine. I hope she never hears this. I really if any of you hear this and tell her, I'll come and find you. Every night before bed, I go visit her to say goodnight. I hand her a bottle of water. I take the pills out, and I stand there with them and hand them to her. Oh my gosh. If that does not happen, I don't believe she'll take them. I don't think it's through apathy. I don't think it's because she's not a bright person. I don't actually know how to put my finger on what the problem is. But I'm gonna guess that whatever happens to you is what happens to her. So can I just suggest a timer on your phone? Yeah. And pick a time that you know you haven't eaten in a while and you won't eat for a little while so that doesn't get in in in front of your situation and mess you up. And then just take it every day. And then imagine fatigue, weight gain, feeling cold, dry skin, all of it just going away. Wouldn't that be lovely?

Bridget (11:45) It would be so good.

Scott Benner (11:47) Imagine this. Let's take a talk about it a different way, Bridget. I'm so sorry. I'm the only one that gets to talk to you this way because if your parents said this to you, you'd be, like, out of the room by now. You'd be, like, these two will not shut up. I'm an adult. And, like, like, oh my god. I can hear it now. Right? If if I if you and I sat around right now and we gossiped about somebody on Instagram, you know how you guys do. Like, you pull up other people's accounts, check, oh my god. Look at her. Do you remember her from high school? Right? You you know what I'm talking about. Okay. Alright. Let's

Bridget (12:18) We'll not admit to it.

Scott Benner (12:18) No. No. No. But you okay. Let's assume you you understand what I'm saying. And I said to you, oh, and you said, look at all the stuff about about her. And I said, yeah. You know, there's a pill that'll make that all go away. She won't take it. You would spend the next twenty minutes talking about that girl. You'd be like, what an idiot. Why won't she just take the pill? This is really so explain to me really co as coherently as you can because you have brain fog. As coherently as you can, tell me why you can't commit to just that one thing.

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ADHD, Stubbornness, and Creating Habits

Bridget (15:21) I don't I think it's just something it's just so small that I guess I just don't I think it's because it's one of those things that you don't notice the effects right away Yeah. That you're like, oh, I can go maybe one day without it, and then one day turns into three days.

Scott Benner (15:40) Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

Bridget (15:41) And then you're like, jeez. I can't start now because now I have to be consistent with it. And then

Scott Benner (15:46) Oh, this is the part I want, Bridget. This is the part I want. This is it right here. Why can't you just start on a Wednesday? How come it turns into, like, well, I'll wait till Monday? Or or or or after my room is clean or, like, whatever, like, arbitrary thing you set up as, like, you know, once, you know, once we get the bathroom straightened out, I can start taking this medication again. Like, you have those thoughts, don't you? Yeah. Oh my god. What is wrong with all you people? Okay. Alright. Listen. How

Bridget (16:16) I don't know. I think it's a human thing.

Scott Benner (16:18) To who?

Bridget (16:19) I don't know. Maybe it's an ADHD thing.

Scott Benner (16:23) I'm not sure. ADHD?

Bridget (16:24) Yes. You're funny.

Scott Benner (16:26) Are you anxious? Do you have anxiety?

Bridget (16:28) I don't think so. I haven't been I don't know. I'm supposed to go see a psychologist person

Scott Benner (16:34) Yeah.

Bridget (16:34) Soon to be psychologically evaluated, but, apparently, it takes four hours.

Scott Benner (16:39) Why are you being psychologically evaluated?

Bridget (16:42) I don't well, because my doctor thinks I have ADHD, and she wants to put me on the proper medicine.

Scott Benner (16:48) I would like this well, listen. Not for nothing. Tell her you're not gonna take it anyway, so what's the difference? And That's true. But now I got two bottles of expensive medication I'm not taking. I'm like,

Bridget (17:00) now I'm in trouble.

Scott Benner (17:02) Do you listen to the podcast? Yeah. Am I reasonably famous to you?

Bridget (17:07) Yeah. You're like a celebrity.

Scott Benner (17:09) Okay. Well, then just listen to me then. Okay? Like, do the thing my daughter won't do. Listen. Wait. So first first things first. Is the morning bad for you? Why? You jump up and you have coffee right away?

Bridget (17:21) Yeah. I just I'm I have a mess in the morning.

Scott Benner (17:24) Do you not shower in the morning? Some people don't.

Bridget (17:27) No. I do.

Scott Benner (17:28) Okay. So do you eat before you get in the shower?

Bridget (17:31) Not all the time.

Scott Benner (17:32) Do you drink coffee before the shower? No. Why don't you put them in the bathroom then? And then just I don't know if you know this, but when you're showering, there's water falling from the sky. Like, put the pill in your mouth, tilt your head backwards, fill your mouth up with water, and swallow, and then wash yourself, and then get out. By the time you're dry, you can eat.

Bridget (17:50) I think you're onto something there.

Scott Benner (17:51) Well, I mean, what was your major?

Bridget (17:54) Health care administration.

Scott Benner (17:55) Alright. Are you good at it?

Bridget (17:57) I think so.

Scott Benner (17:58) Alright. Well, you could administer this. Okay. I mean

Bridget (18:03) Oh, perfect. I'll do it. I'll do it.

Scott Benner (18:04) I know you won't, you liar. What are you lying to me for?

Bridget (18:09) Well, I know my mom's gonna listen to this.

Scott Benner (18:11) But don't lie to her. She she's used to lying to her.

Bridget (18:14) Scott told you. Yeah. She's gonna say Scott told you to take it.

Scott Benner (18:17) Well, do this for me. Okay? Just commit to thirty days in a row because you will feel so much better in thirty days.

Bridget (18:25) That's true.

Scott Benner (18:25) I'm being serious. And if you forget it on the fifth day, wake up the sixth day and take two of them.

Bridget (18:34) I can do it.

Scott Benner (18:35) Okay? I'm gonna tell you a little secret that a doctor told me, and this is not medical advice, right, because I'm an idiot. And please no one ever listen to me. Read the disclaimers. But Arden Zendo said, if you're having that much trouble remembering it, just take seven of them on Sunday.

Bridget (18:52) Oh, and it's fine?

Scott Benner (18:55) Well, I mean, look into it because, again yep. Look at you. Kids are so smart nowadays. You're like, are you, potentially telling me that possibly that maybe you heard from somewhere? Nothing that we could pin on you, of course. That's what Arden was told. If you absolutely can't remember them day to day, which is the preferred way to do it, then take them take them once a week.

Bridget (19:17) I can do it. I'll commit I'll commit to it for you.

Scott Benner (19:20) Are you gonna email me in a month and tell me you did it, please?

Bridget (19:23) Yes.

Scott Benner (19:24) Don't don't lie to me, Bridget. I can't take another girl your age lying to me about taking pills.

Bridget (19:28) I'll add it to my calendar.

Scott Benner (19:30) What how's that gonna help you? Where's the alright. I parenting's hard. It is easier to parent people who aren't your children, though, because look how you're you're, like, in a good mood, so you're not mad at me or anything like that. By now in this conversation, Arden would just be like she'd look up at me and go, I'm sorry. I stopped listening. What are you saying?

Bridget (19:49) I wish she admitted to it.

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Bridget (21:09) Yeah. No. Actually well, okay. Have a pump, so it makes it better. Mhmm. Honestly, when I was on a pen, it was a lot worse.

Scott Benner (21:18) Were you forgetting?

Bridget (21:19) Yeah. And then I would just be like I live in Chicago. I take public transit all the time. I'm always going to and from something.

Scott Benner (21:28) Mhmm.

Bridget (21:28) I like to keep myself pretty busy. And so most of my downtime, like, normally when I would remember to, like, take some insulin or do something, is on the train or on a bus or when I'm walking.

Scott Benner (21:41) Tell me it's cold, you're covered up.

Bridget (21:43) Yeah. Well, they're like I don't know. There's always there was always something, and I realized it one day on a train. I think my blood sugar was 300. I had just, like, come back from lunch with a friend, and I forgot to take my insulin. And I'm sitting here, and I'm like, it's gonna be forty minutes until I get home. I have to do something. And so that one day, I did I did I took some insulin on the red line.

Scott Benner (22:09) Yeah. Well, because your blood your blood sugar was red lining. You had to do something.

Bridget (22:13) Yeah. Yeah. And so that was a big step for me because, normally, I don't like doing it in public.

Scott Benner (22:19) Okay. Because

Bridget (22:20) just, like, at a rest at a restaurant, I'm kind of, like you know?

Scott Benner (22:25) Yeah. But why

Bridget (22:26) People do other weird things on the red line, and so I just don't

Scott Benner (22:29) What else do you see them do on the red line?

Bridget (22:33) I can't even You heard about the red line in Chicago?

Scott Benner (22:35) I don't know about it. My wife took New Jersey transit into Manhattan for fourteen years, and I can't even tell you her stories. You're too young, and it would make me uncomfortable. So, like like, seriously, like, it's the train is crazy. I get you. We need you to take your insulin. Yeah. So but now you're saying you're on a pump, and why is that better?

Bridget (22:54) It's so much better because I can just, you know, pop it out. It looks you're not like

Scott Benner (23:00) People don't know you're doing it.

Bridget (23:02) Yourself. Yeah. And it's so much better.

Scott Benner (23:06) Tell me why you wouldn't want somebody to like, forget the pen part of it. Mhmm. If you had to pull out some weird device that looked like I don't know. That said, like, insulin pump on the side of it, would that stop you from pulling out and using it?

Bridget (23:20) Oh, no.

Scott Benner (23:20) No. You okay. It was more about using the pen.

Bridget (23:23) Yeah. And, like, I don't know, being out and about

Scott Benner (23:26) Mhmm.

Bridget (23:27) In, like, public places and germs and thinking about, like, injecting myself

Scott Benner (23:31) I hear you.

Bridget (23:32) Amidst those things.

Scott Benner (23:33) That part of your health you're worried about?

Bridget (23:36) Yeah. But

Scott Benner (23:37) Not your thyroid.

Bridget (23:38) The thyroid. No. I try.

Scott Benner (23:43) No. I know. Listen. First of all, you don't think I'm coming down on you. Right? That doesn't feel like No.

Bridget (23:47) This is good. No.

Scott Benner (23:48) No. You're gay. You're like, no. Someone should be talking to me like this, Scott. My parents gave up. When did your parents give up exactly? Do you remember how old you were? When they were like, this girl's not listening to us.

Bridget (24:01) Probably when I was, oh, I don't know, 14. I tried to convince them I tried to convince them to send me to, like, a completely different high school. I was very fortunate. I went to Catholic school all my life.

Scott Benner (24:16) Mhmm.

Bridget (24:17) But for some reason, I think I watched too many episodes of Gossip Girl. I wanted to go to one where they wore, like, skirts, and so I tried to I tried to get them to send me to a military academy.

Scott Benner (24:27) Really? Okay. Yeah.

Bridget (24:28) And it did not. And I made a whole presentation, and I thought it was very persuasive.

Scott Benner (24:33) And they were like, you have no idea what this cost. We're not sending you there.

Bridget (24:36) Yeah. And then I was just a mess in high school. So

Scott Benner (24:39) What do you mean?

Bridget (24:41) I was just all over the place, like, literally running from place to place. I was student body president. I was doing research Mhmm. At the local university. I was playing tennis. Like, I was so active. I was so busy. I don't think they ever saw me.

Scott Benner (24:58) Yeah. Hey. Does it And

Bridget (24:59) then yeah.

Scott Benner (25:00) I'm sorry. No. No. Go ahead. And then what?

Bridget (25:02) And then COVID hit.

Scott Benner (25:03) Okay. And then

Bridget (25:04) And then Yeah. I was just pouting in my room, I think, the entire time.

Scott Benner (25:08) Because you were so, like, you were doing so many things and suddenly couldn't do anything.

Bridget (25:11) Yeah. It was horrible.

Scott Benner (25:13) Right. Right. Any other autoimmune in your family? Your mom have thyroid too or somebody have celiac or anything like that?

Bridget (25:19) Yeah. My mom and my brother both have Hashimoto's.

Scott Benner (25:23) Oh, you guys are English or Irish?

Bridget (25:27) Yeah.

Scott Benner (25:27) Yeah. Yeah. I could smell it through the phone.

Bridget (25:30) Probably.

Scott Benner (25:31) No. I mean, it's it's well, because well well, because isn't it isn't Saint Patrick's Day?

Bridget (25:37) Saint Patrick's Day. Yes.

Scott Benner (25:39) See? How come you're not drunk? What's going on, Bridget? Is that after this?

Bridget (25:43) That was this weekend.

Scott Benner (25:44) Take your thyroid medicine

Bridget (25:45) first. This weekend. Right.

Scott Benner (25:47) Hey. How many days has it been since you took your thyroid meds?

Bridget (25:51) Actually, I took it this morning.

Scott Benner (25:52) Good for you. But prior to that, did you take it the day before?

Bridget (25:55) No. Prior to that, I probably hadn't taken it since, like, last Thursday maybe.

Scott Benner (26:04) Oh, Bridget. Okay. Well, take

Bridget (26:05) a I know.

Scott Benner (26:05) Take a couple. Not a doctor, not a vice, Bridget. I wouldn't listen to me if I was you. Okay?

Mounjaro and Insulin Resistance

Bridget (26:12) Well, started Mounjaro

Scott Benner (26:15) Oh, yeah?

Bridget (26:16) Two Fridays ago.

Scott Benner (26:18) No. I took my Mounjaro on Sunday. Yeah. Well, I mean, mine's called Zepbound, but you know what I mean. Same business.

Bridget (26:23) Right. Same thing.

Scott Benner (26:25) You're taking it for weight or or in or for blood sugar?

Bridget (26:29) Blood sugar. My my endocrinologist prescribed it to me because I was having issues where I would, I guess, binge at night, and I was just explaining I don't really feel hungry. I think it's the I don't know. I'm on type one diabetes TikTok. I don't know if you've seen it. But Did

Scott Benner (26:47) you fall down the the amylin rabbit hole? Yeah.

Bridget (26:50) Yeah. Yeah. And so I've convinced myself that I have no

Scott Benner (26:52) Ability to stop yourself if you're eating? Yeah. So TikTok told me I was hungry.

Bridget (26:59) But then I have realized that, oh, maybe I am going to bed, and my blood sugar's a little high. And

Scott Benner (27:06) Mhmm.

Bridget (27:07) Also, I've gained some weight over the last few weeks. I was I was running a lot, and then the winter hit, Chicago winters are brutal.

Scott Benner (27:16) Yeah.

Bridget (27:17) So I just kinda stopped working out

Scott Benner (27:20) I hear you.

Bridget (27:21) And eating healthy.

Scott Benner (27:22) Any I figured if I'm not gonna work out, I might as well eat the drywall.

Bridget (27:26) It's a it's a lost cause at that point.

Scott Benner (27:28) Just, like, tumbling down. Like, he was like, this is it. I'll be dead in a week. So so you have all so is what you're telling me, you have all the tools for success, and all that is left is for you to put that pill in your mouth every day and shoot that stuff in your ass once a week

Bridget (27:44) Exactly.

Scott Benner (27:45) Or wherever you're shooting it. Yeah. Do you have any weight you wanna lose?

Bridget (27:48) I don't, like, I don't know. 10 pounds.

Scott Benner (27:51) Okay.

Bridget (27:52) I have lost a few pounds since being on it. Mhmm. But my before I went on it, my time in range according to my Dexcom was, I think, like, 50%.

Scott Benner (28:04) And now it's what what what's it, like, 80 now?

Bridget (28:07) Yeah. Now it's 80%.

Scott Benner (28:08) Yeah. Did I get that number right?

Bridget (28:10) Yeah. Which is crazy.

Scott Benner (28:12) I also thought you were gonna say 14. I didn't say it fast enough. It pissed me off. Just because I don't know if everybody knows. When you're younger, you don't think this it's it's really generalizations are for a reason. Like, it's easy to figure things out. Like, so, yeah. I mean, your time range is I I imagine you're having fewer lows because you're using less insulin. Right? Mhmm. And you're fighting with less peaks after meals.

Bridget (28:34) Yeah.

Scott Benner (28:34) Fewer peaks. Yeah. What dose did they give you?

Bridget (28:38) I think I'm on two point five.

Scott Benner (28:39) Okay. And it started working right away?

Bridget (28:42) I think so. It could've just been the placebo.

Scott Benner (28:44) Well, the what the no. Your blood sugar does have a placebo effect. That's I'm saying, did your insulin needs drop in the first couple days after you shot it the first time?

Bridget (28:53) Yeah. Well, my so my endo, she as soon as I started it, she told me to switch my basal.

Scott Benner (28:59) Mhmm.

Bridget (28:59) And so she lowered my basil. And then pretty much immediately, at least the next I think I took it at night. And then the next morning, I did realize that I wasn't as hungry. And so Yeah. I think I reached for a banana. Normally, a banana would bring me up to 300. And

Scott Benner (29:17) Are you pre bolus in the banana?

Bridget (29:20) Most of the time, yeah.

Scott Benner (29:21) How long? How long are you pre bolus in a banana?

Bridget (29:24) Like, right before it.

Scott Benner (29:25) You can really that's not a pre bolus. That's

Bridget (29:29) just a bolus.

Scott Benner (29:30) No. That's bolus thing. I'm talking about ten, fifteen minutes, fifteen minutes maybe. All that sugar.

Bridget (29:37) Yeah.

Scott Benner (29:38) Alright. But but go ahead. But it's slowing down your digestion. You didn't spike from the banana. How far did you go up from the banana? 300.

Bridget (29:45) I think it was only I mean, I since I've been a little bit more cautious of what I'm eating

Scott Benner (29:50) Mhmm.

Bridget (29:52) I don't know if that's directly associated with the menjaro, but at least, like, I'm pulling myself together only before

Scott Benner (29:59) you don't listen. I haven't been hungry in three years. I I said that. I I know.

Bridget (30:04) And so I, like, I only spiked to one seventy, I think, which was a crazy improvement for

Scott Benner (30:13) me. You ate a banana without prebolising and went to one seventy?

Bridget (30:16) Yeah.

Scott Benner (30:17) That's pretty great. Yeah. But that's not a reason not to prebolise.

Bridget (30:21) I know.

Scott Benner (30:21) But but look at you're not gonna have to do as far in the future.

Bridget (30:25) Right.

Scott Benner (30:25) Imagine if you would have given yourself insulin, walked into the kitchen, decided on a banana, and then said, I should wash my hands or get a glass of water, or maybe I have to pee. Do something else to busy yourself for a second, and then came back and ate that banana. No bullet. No no no jump at all. It would have been beautiful.

Bridget (30:44) That's true.

Long-Term Health and Ovarian Cysts

Scott Benner (30:45) First of all, think I should be interviewing more people your age. I feel like, intellectually, I'm worried about it in my twenties, so this is really perfect for me. I feel like this is going really well. I don't know about you. But when you think about your health, big picture, or maybe you don't. You'll tell me if you don't. Right? But I'm not talking about just today or next week something like that, or I feel like I gained weight or, like, you know, that kind I'm talking about, like, when Bridget steps back and looks at her life and says, I've been alive for fifty years now, and my body, my health is in what position? Like, where do you see yourself, and how much of your own effort and focus do you think is gonna be responsible for getting you to the place where you are? That makes sense.

Bridget (31:33) Yeah. I so funny enough, that function health test this is not an ad, I promise. That function health test that I took put me at age 30.

Scott Benner (31:45) Oh, jeez. Sorry. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Bridget (31:49) I was like, crap. So considering that I do like and I think right now at 23, I'm definitely taking my health a lot more seriously than I was at 21.

Scott Benner (32:02) I'm glad.

Bridget (32:03) I've pretty much stopped drinking. I focus more on, like, walking and strength training, so I'll have muscle when I'm old. Mhmm. But mostly, I think about my fertility and my ability to have kids because I would love to have kids.

Scott Benner (32:19) Really? Even after, the pain in the ass you've been for your parents, you you think

Bridget (32:23) Exactly.

Scott Benner (32:23) You you still think karma. You still think it would be a good idea? Can you imagine? Try to imagine a little kid, somebody who you're paying for, who, by the way, because of what they cost is the reason you're not in Turks and Caicos this summer. Okay? Like, right? Like, imagine that kid says to you, I can't remember to take my vitamin every day. You'd be like, you little son of a bitch. I have been killing myself for you, and you're not gonna take that vitamin? The only thing I ask you to do, you can't do right? Oh, can you can you write the script in your own head?

Bridget (32:58) Yeah. It would be an issue.

Scott Benner (33:00) Mom yell these things at you ever or no? Yeah. Why don't you listen to her? She takes her thyroid med every day, doesn't she?

Bridget (33:06) No. She's actually an angel on this planet. Yeah. She takes her thyroid medicine every single day, and my brother still lives at home. Mhmm. And so they're kind of, like they're in it together. And they have, like I think they're vitamin a. It's like a thyroid, I don't know, a little drop thing that they take.

Scott Benner (33:26) And Oh, I love those two people. My son listens to me about this, by the way. Every day, every vitamin I hand him, everything for his thyroid, takes it when he sees Arden, like, messing about it, but he goes, just take the stupid pill. She's like, listen. Last night, that girl asked for the vacuum cleaner. Okay? Dad, could you bring the vacuum cleaner upstairs for me? So I brought it up. I'm a decent person. And I brought it upstairs, and I put it down. I said, hey. While you're vacuuming because she's gonna vacuum her room. I said, there's a little, like, a couple dust bunnies out here in the hallway. Would you just hit those for me while you were going? She goes, I was going to, but now that you told me to, I don't want to. And I said, well, that's a mental illness. Just vacuum up the dust from She's like, if I said to Cole, like, hey. Like, there's some, like, dust out here. He just vacuumed the whole hallway. Why are boys easier about stuff like this than girls? What is it? Like, what what is it? Can you help me? Do you know?

Bridget (34:22) So I actually just did the same thing.

Scott Benner (34:25) You could tell me your story. Go ahead. So

Bridget (34:28) well, so I live with my boyfriend. We've been together for almost three years. He's perfect. He remembers to take his vitamins. He's clean.

Scott Benner (34:38) And Is that the bar we're setting for boys now? Scottie doesn't smell. I'm gonna marry him. Go ahead. He's clean. What else?

Bridget (34:47) We were cleaning for Saint Patrick's Day because I have a balcony and, like, I live downtown. And so we were having a bunch of my friends over, and he was, like, steam mopping the floor, and then I was vacuuming before him. And he, like, pointed out, I think, a dust bunny. It was it was like a clump of dog hair. We have a little Australian shepherd. Mhmm. And he's like, could you vacuum that up? And I said, I'm going to, but now that you asked me to, I'm angry.

Scott Benner (35:15) Yeah. So explain that to me. What is wrong with you? Like, do you know, or do you do you have any way to explain it to me? Does can anyone come on the podcast and explain it to me? Because it's a a baffling part. I was staring at Arden the other day. She goes, stop looking at me like that. I'm like, I can't. I'm like, I wanna choke you to death. I'm like, why are you not just doing where do you think that reaction comes from?

Bridget (35:36) I think it's just because I was planning to do it and because somebody told me to do it. It's just, like, frustrating.

Scott Benner (35:45) No. I mean, I understand what happened, but what's in when you go see that psychological psychological exam, ask him about that.

Bridget (35:51) I will. Because I think it's it's also probably just being stubborn. It's definitely being stubborn, and it probably also stems from, like, when my mom would, like, ask me to clean the bathroom, and I had already done it. And then I would feel like, jeez, I shouldn't have cleaned it because she asked me so funny. I don't know. I wonder what like a little it's it's definitely an immature reaction, and I recognize that.

Scott Benner (36:16) Yeah. Well, it's not gonna go by the way, it's not gonna go away. My wife still says to me sometimes, you're not my father. I'm like, your dad's dead, and I'm in my fifties. I don't think you're I'm your father. But my wife has a story though, like, in the way she was treated. Like, like and it stuck to her. Like, she my wife will tell you a story of the day her father was, like, changing a light switch and it was time to put the cover back on the switch. And, you know I mean, I don't know what you know, Bridget, but, like, it's two screws. You can't do it wrong. Right? Like, if the screws go in, you've accomplished it. There's no we you didn't do it incorrectly. She asks to help, and she takes this the cover. She puts it on. She puts the two screws in, and then she said her dad pulled both screws out, took the cover off, put it back on, put the screws back in again. They're Irish and, and and English too, case you're wondering where your crazy might come from, all of you. Yeah. Also, why why can't I just tell you that Jesus will put you in a pit of fire if you don't take your thyroid meds? Can't you just want that work on you or no?

Bridget (37:11) I don't know. The pit of fire yeah. That might do it.

Scott Benner (37:14) I mean, seriously, you went to Catholic school. Can't I just tell you God would be disappointed if you didn't pre bolus? Isn't that that is it not that easy or no?

Bridget (37:21) No. It should be that easy because that's what they told us

Scott Benner (37:24) that's so I they indoctrinate you pretty good. Why can't I just use that? Oh my goodness.

Bridget (37:29) You're onto something.

Scott Benner (37:30) You can

Bridget (37:31) I think you're onto something there?

Scott Benner (37:32) Saying that, but nothing's happening. Also, you have no idea how difficult it is to talk to you. You sound exactly like my daughter's friend, Olivia.

Bridget (37:39) Oh, no.

Scott Benner (37:40) Like, speech pattern Oh, insane. Yeah. Every like, you're not all the I don't think you're all the same. That's all I'm saying. But you have your voice is so similar to hers. I have to stop my I'm this close to writing a sticker on my face that says it's not I'm not talking to Liv. So Oh my gosh. And she's from, like like I think her family's, like, from Indiana too, so I think they have a little bit of that, like I mean, that's close to Chicago. Right?

Bridget (38:01) Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Scott Benner (38:03) I know geography a little bit.

Bridget (38:04) Well, so Northern Indiana claims Chicago, but Southern Indiana or Central Indiana wouldn't.

Scott Benner (38:11) No.

Bridget (38:12) And the Central Indiana accent is crazy.

Scott Benner (38:15) I don't

Bridget (38:16) know if you've heard it.

Scott Benner (38:17) Well, I mean, I've I've probably heard it, but I don't know it off the top of why is it crazy? Can you do it?

Bridget (38:21) Mine well, so my nana has a very thick, like, Central Indiana accent, and she says, like, wash.

Scott Benner (38:28) Oh, like, gonna wash the clothes?

Bridget (38:30) Yeah.

Scott Benner (38:31) Yeah. And my grandmother would have said that.

Bridget (38:35) I'm trying to think what else. But, yeah, Northern Indiana, like, we root for the bears. We basically live in Michigan.

Scott Benner (38:45) The bears were so bad for so long that a quarterback showed up with nail polish on, and you guys were like, that's fine. We're not even gonna worry about that. Yep.

Bridget (38:52) But he's the I don't I don't do sports like that, but I heard he's great.

Scott Benner (38:57) Yeah. I I saw him play this year. Didn't do bad. Okay. So this diabetes thing. Let's talk about being young and having diabetes. Okay?

Bridget (39:05) Yeah.

Scott Benner (39:06) I mean, obviously, start of college, they they whisk you away. You're sitting in the children's hospital. Can you go back to that time for me and tell me what was going through your head? And if it was, like, were you sitting there just going, like, diabetes? Like, what the hell? Or did you accept it pretty easily? Did you fight against it?

Bridget (39:28) Yeah. I think I think I accepted it pretty easy. Like, I don't I didn't really know a lot of people with diabetes. And, again, like, luckily, I was at a children's hospital, and I received great care and great training, which isn't the experience for a lot of other 18 year olds or older people diagnosed with diabetes. So really fortunate with my diagnosis in general. And, I guess, transitioning, like, from being a person who was relatively healthy to suddenly having a chronic disease that I'm likely gonna have the rest of my life, you know, knock on wood. Like, that part was tricky. I I went from I don't know. Like, I have a lot of friends from high school that I still don't really know, like, how to talk about it with them.

Scott Benner (40:15) Really? Okay.

Bridget (40:16) I don't know. The time before diabetes just feels so fuzzy to me. Mhmm. And I was also just down a completely different path. Like, I was studying biochemistry. I thought I was gonna get a PhD and, like, work in research for the rest of my life. And then I switched because I wanted to make a better impact for people living with chronic diseases, and so I switched to health care administration so I can maybe, you know, fix the The US health care system, which is a whole issue within itself.

Scott Benner (40:48) Yeah. Good luck. Go get them.

Bridget (40:51) Right. And and luckily, Loyola did have a health care administration program. And so, like, my mindset just completely shifted from I'm gonna be young. I'm gonna have fun. I'm gonna I don't know. I'm gonna do everything a young person can do to I wanna live life, like, the best way possible. Mhmm. And I think for a while, I was a little angry, but I was never angry at the fact that I had diabetes. I was always just angry at, like, ugh. I have to put on an a new Dexcom and, like, I can't do this because I have to do this. And there were just a lot of take like or what's that called? Like, trade offs.

Scott Benner (41:35) Yeah. A lot of new responsibilities. Yeah.

Bridget (41:37) Yeah. And that was kind of hard to adapt to. And, you know, everything happened while I was in college, and so also graduating college was I was a completely different person Mhmm. Coming out of college than I was entering college.

Scott Benner (41:52) Sure.

Independence and Hiking in Spain

Bridget (41:53) And so that was really interesting. I ended up as soon as I graduated, I flew out, like, literally the next day. I flew out to Spain with my dad, and we backpacked El Camino De Santiago. Have you heard of it?

Scott Benner (42:11) No. Tell me.

Bridget (42:13) So it's like a 500 mile trail from the South Of France to the Northwest Corner of Spain.

Scott Benner (42:22) Wow.

Bridget (42:23) And it's beautiful. It's it's a Catholic pilgrimage, but so many people do it for so many different reasons. You stay in hostels the whole way. I was gonna do it alone, but my dad was like, heck to the no. You're a woman, and you could, like, have a low and, like, fall on the trail or something. And so he came with me, and we actually had a great time. And I think that was really therapeutic for me because I just kind of let a lot go on that. It was a month long trip in Spain.

Scott Benner (43:02) Yeah. How did it help you let go of some of it?

Bridget (43:05) I just think I needed some time to, like, look back and just relax.

Scott Benner (43:11) Mhmm.

Bridget (43:12) And thirty days in Spain, I'll do that for you. So

Scott Benner (43:15) So nothing to do, and you took care your diabetes. Okay? You had some support from your father. He came to the realization, like, this is gonna be okay?

Bridget (43:25) Yeah. And I think, like, at that point, I, like, let all my anger go

Scott Benner (43:30) Okay.

Bridget (43:31) About being diagnosed. And so that was really, yeah, I guess, therapeutic.

Scott Benner (43:37) Yeah. Did you at the time, or do you now in hindsight, like, feel, like, the support from your dad, like, coming along with you like that? Or did you feel like he was, like, lording over you and wouldn't let you go do something by yourself?

Bridget (43:50) No. No. He I think I think he understood, like, how I need support. Because even, like, before, my he was never super involved in my diabetes, but mostly just because I never asked him to be. Mhmm. And, like, same with my mom. My mom was a little bit more involved. Sometimes you just need help changing a site or Yeah. You're like, oh my gosh. If I look at one more piece of candy, I think I'm gonna throw up. So just, like, having somebody there to, like, see you and, like, see what you're going through, I think that

Scott Benner (44:26) Was helpful.

Bridget (44:27) Yeah. It was really helpful.

Scott Benner (44:28) Okay. Yeah. Yeah. So support doesn't have to look like somebody doing something for you all the time. Sometimes it could just be the knowledge that they're there if you need them.

Bridget (44:37) Right.

Scott Benner (44:37) Right. But, also, I mean, with five years of hindsight, should 18 year old you have been put in charge of all this? How'd you do with it? Like, maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you were like, yes, Scott. I was ready for that, I took it over, it's fine. Or do you look back now and go like, I probably could've used more help?

Bridget (44:55) Honestly, I've been really independent my whole life. I'm a middle child, but I'm an eldest daughter. So

Scott Benner (45:01) Okay.

Bridget (45:02) I don't know. I did I did, like, solo travel. At that point, I was going to all my, like, all my own doctor's appointments. Pretty much as soon as I got my license, I was really independent. Mhmm. And so I think it was just something that I knew I had to step up to and step up to the plate and really take care of myself. And luckily, I had friends who I lived with in college, like, right after I was diagnosed.

Scott Benner (45:30) Yeah.

Bridget (45:31) And Loyola is a a great place because almost everybody's studying to be a nurse or a doctor. Mhmm. And so I had a lot of, like, support on that end too.

Finding the Right Insulin Pump

Scott Benner (45:42) What were your outcomes like? Like, so you were you're taking care of yourself. It it's on you, and you're handling it and everything. But are you like, where's your a one c? I mean, you see your time in range is like 50%. Like so it's not like, that part of it isn't paying off, but at least you feel, like, personally, I don't know, confident?

Bridget (46:04) Yeah. When I was first diagnosed, my a one c was pretty low. I I think it was oh, it might have been in the sixes, like, right when I was diagnosed.

Scott Benner (46:16) Pought it pretty early.

Bridget (46:17) Yeah. Yeah. Well, no. No. No? My a one c was 14 when I was diagnosed.

Scott Benner (46:22) Oh, okay.

Bridget (46:23) Yeah. And I wasn't in DKA. Like, I wasn't about to, like, you know, fall into a coma. Mhmm. But they caught it at the perfect time, luckily. Yeah. By the I think it was, like, the next June or July. Does that even make sense? Three months after, I got it way down, but it was because I was having so many lows.

Scott Benner (46:49) Oh, oh, I see. So you so your a one c wasn't actually good. It was just showing well because you were getting low a lot and staying low a lot.

Bridget (46:57) Yeah. And and that was when I was on pens. I was on pens from April 2021 until August 2021. Mhmm. And then I went on Omnipod, and the Omnipod made it a lot better. And then I, like, realized I was hitting it off, and I would leave the controller, like, back at my apartment on accident. And so I'd be kind of in trouble there. And so I decided that tubing might just be better for me. So that's why I'm on tandem.

Scott Benner (47:28) So you switched from the pump that you were enjoying to a different pump because it had a tube on it. You thought, well, maybe I'll stop forgetting this thing?

Bridget (47:37) Yeah. And sometimes I do still forget it, but for the most part

Scott Benner (47:42) Don't worry. I can still forget it, Scott. I'm good. Really good.

Bridget (47:44) Yeah. But for the most part, I'm, like, really

Scott Benner (47:47) You're good.

Bridget (47:48) It works a lot better for me.

Scott Benner (47:49) Okay. Yeah. No. I understand. I I actually I understand what you're saying. So but, I mean, it's connect it you mean, does the term she'd forget her head if it wasn't attached apply to you?

Bridget (47:59) Yeah. Definitely.

Scott Benner (48:00) Oh, okay. Well, then there you go. Then it's attached now.

Bridget (48:03) And I have, like, different insulin pens, like, stashed in case I do forget it. Like, I have one in at work. I have one in the car. I have one pretty much everywhere. Mhmm. Like, just in case. It might not be, you know, full strength at this point because it's kinda been stashed there for a while, but it does the job if I'm in a pinch.

Scott Benner (48:23) Yeah. I hear you. So you started off I don't think you started off any differently than I would expect for your age, for your situation, for the fact that you were kinda on your own a little bit doing it.

Bridget (48:33) Mhmm.

Scott Benner (48:33) Right? So there's some time to figure things out. You've got some lows that you you don't like. You make some adjustments, things get a little better, you make another adjustment. You know, you get hit with the the thyroid diagnosis in there somewhere. Right? Mhmm. That's still a thing you're working through. But now you added another tool with the Mounjaro. Mhmm. And you're taking your health seriously at at, I think, a really young age, which is terrific, by the way, and about where I would expect it to happen as far as, you know, maturity goes. Like, this is my like, I always kinda joke with Arden. I was like, I only have to help you with these pills for, like, two more years, and then your brain will form all the way, you'll do it yourself. Not that she's not awesome. Like, it's not my intention to say. My question would be is what pushed you towards that that health testing? Like, what was the thing that got you like, oh god. I gotta do something.

Bridget (49:26) First of all, my grandma is really, really into functional medicine.

Scott Benner (49:30) Okay.

Bridget (49:31) She listens to this to this guy's podcast who, like, created the whole thing, the whole testing.

Scott Benner (49:38) Okay.

Bridget (49:39) It is backed by medical professionals. I've checked it out. But she's she offered to pay for it for Thanksgiving or for Christmas on Thanksgiving because

Scott Benner (49:51) I just I I was like, oh my god. Your parent your your family just Thanksgiving gifts?

Bridget (49:54) We love Thanksgiving.

Scott Benner (49:56) Yeah. My god. We love it so much. It's a gift giving holiday. No. But but I understand. On Thanksgiving, you were talking about she offered to pay for it for you.

Bridget (50:02) Yeah. Got it done. So yeah. So I thought

Scott Benner (50:04) it's done. That come from? Where does the offer come from? Does she look over at you and go, oh, Bridget, honey, what's happening?

Bridget (50:10) Well okay. So I have I've had these ovarian cysts for, like, a little over a year now. They put me in the ER the day after Christmas this year.

Scott Benner (50:24) This is so painful. This to Arden too.

Bridget (50:28) Yeah. Yeah. And it's not PCOS, but they like, I just have two I have one one cyst on either side, but they're, like, five centimeters big. Like, if you imagine a hair tie, that's the size of both of my cysts on either ovary.

Scott Benner (50:47) Yeah.

Bridget (50:49) And so I was like, oh my god. I need to figure out a way to get these out because they won't operate on them because they're not greater than, like, I think, six centimeters.

Scott Benner (51:02) Arden had one removed, and Okay. And truth is is, like, others came back. Like so, like because they went in laparoscopically and took it off her, like it was right by her fallopian tube.

Bridget (51:13) Yeah. Yeah. And so I was kind of asking them to just do surgery on me. I was like, I want them out. But then they kind of said that they typically come back.

Scott Benner (51:24) Yeah.

Bridget (51:25) And right now, I'm not on any birth control. I'm just trying to, like, you know, deal with my body. Yeah. Trying to get my body into control.

Scott Benner (51:34) Yeah. You girls would have a lot to talk about if you were because she's in the same she's like, I don't wanna take birth control. Do you find I'm wondering if after time you'll find the any impact from the Mounjaro or even just losing weight or if it changes your your your periods. Even, like, lessening your your menstrual cycle might be helpful. There's another good reason to take your thyroid meds and

Bridget (51:55) Yeah.

Scott Benner (51:55) You know, all that stuff. Oh, I'm sorry. I've been in the I've been in the emergency room twice with Arden with that pain. Yeah. Just feels like someone's cyst stabbing me.

Bridget (52:04) Oh my god. And thank goodness. I was still home for Christmas because we were, like, gonna drive to my grandparents the next day. And thank god I was, like, in my childhood bathroom, like, on the verge of passing out, like, laying on the tile floor, like, throwing up. I was like, okay. This is not normal. So I called my mom, and she, like, saved me.

Scott Benner (52:26) Yeah. They give you a

Bridget (52:27) never seen me in, like, that much pain. I've never felt that much pain.

Scott Benner (52:31) Yeah. It's really upsetting. Yeah. Did they give you a tour at all?

Bridget (52:35) Yeah. They gave well, first of all, gave me morphine, and then they gave me Toradol.

Scott Benner (52:39) To to go home with. That does help.

Bridget (52:41) Yeah. And then I didn't have any pain, like, the rest of my menstrual cycle. So

Scott Benner (52:47) You got rid of it. How long did it take to get through from the sharp pain to getting rid of it?

Bridget (52:52) It was like, oh, maybe three hours.

Scott Benner (52:55) Felt better after the pain meds and the pain didn't come back?

Bridget (52:58) Yeah. Okay. And they so I went back to my gynecologist, and she said that she thinks it twisted and then maybe twisted back.

Scott Benner (53:07) Oh, he might have got lucky. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Bridget (53:09) So they did think it was appendicitis because of where the pain was coming from. And Yeah. My right cyst is bigger. And so there's just a lot of pain over there.

Scott Benner (53:19) Yeah. Art Martin's had it present like classic appendicitis. She's had it present like classic gallbladder too.

Bridget (53:26) Okay.

Scott Benner (53:26) But it's it's neither. It's that. Yeah.

Bridget (53:29) Yeah. And so they gave me anti nausea meds, and they gave me some morphine, and that did help. And then they put me through, I think, like, a CT scan, and then I got another ultrasound. And the doctor came back, and he was like, it's just your period. Yay. I was I was like, okay.

Scott Benner (53:47) Awesome. Hey. This is gonna happen next month too. Right? The period? Like, that's gonna keep happening? What stops you from wanting to take the birth control pill?

Bridget (53:55) I don't know. I was on it during high school, and I don't know. I it was fine. But, again, I have problems, like, remembering to take medicine. So

Scott Benner (54:05) You're like, it's not gonna work. So It

Bridget (54:07) just it just wasn't a good idea. And then

Scott Benner (54:08) Does it make you crazy?

Bridget (54:10) I thought it did.

Scott Benner (54:11) Yeah.

Bridget (54:11) But I was also just a high schooler. Like

Scott Benner (54:15) I wonder too because Arden tried it in high school, and she's like, I don't wanna do it again. It made me crazy. And I was like, okay.

Bridget (54:21) Right. And so I'm just I don't know. I'm I'm open to it. I ended up getting an IUD. Mhmm. But then they found the cyst, and so they took out the IUD.

Scott Benner (54:33) Would that not have helped, though?

Bridget (54:35) They said that the IUD might have caused it.

Scott Benner (54:37) Really?

Bridget (54:39) Yeah. Because apparently, the excess estrogen, like Oh. I don't know. Something like you get some sort of hormone that stops cyst prevention.

Scott Benner (54:51) Okay.

Bridget (54:52) There's like a whole a whole thing to it, but it again, they don't really do a lot of research on

Scott Benner (54:56) No. They don't care. They're like, you're fine. You're a girl. We have other ones. If you're if you break, we'll have we'll have more. And, yeah, girls really do not get treated well, with their reproductive stuff. Right. Yeah.

Bridget (55:06) And so I just don't think I don't think they know a lot, unfortunately.

Scott Benner (55:10) Yeah. No one knows a lot. I don't wanna break your I'm sure you're still young and hopeful, Bridget, but you're gonna meet a lot of peep I started coming to the conclusion yesterday that maybe one in every five people I bumped into seems to have it together somehow. Yeah. So and god knows that we all think we're that one person, so that's why it gets sideways so easily.

Bridget (55:28) God knows I am not one of those five people, but I try. I try.

Scott Benner (55:32) I'm a 100% sure I am, and I'm probably not. Wow. It's a lot. Do you ever feel like do you ever have those moments where you're like, why me? Or just a lot to deal with?

Bridget (55:45) I don't know. Supposedly, when I was diagnosed, you know, my whole family was there. They were all on spring break, and my brother told my dad, like, thank god it wasn't me. Yeah.

Scott Benner (55:57) What a guy.

Bridget (55:58) But I think he was he was coming from a good spot. Like, I'm glad it was Bridget and not, like, him or my younger sister. I think just because they knew that, like, if anybody could take it positively, it would be me.

Scott Benner (56:13) You think your attitude leans more towards forgiveness on this?

Bridget (56:17) Yeah. Definitely.

Scott Benner (56:18) They would have been pissed?

Bridget (56:20) Yeah. Definitely.

The Power of Positivity and Acceptance

Scott Benner (56:22) What about you? Would you like have you always been like that?

Bridget (56:26) Yeah. I'm just my my family has a thing, and they say that's so Bridgette. And it's like I don't know. When I was first diagnosed, we had all my senior, like, pic you know how you, like, put your senior picture in the front yard and

Scott Benner (56:42) Yeah.

Bridget (56:42) Yeah. Like, yay. This person graduated. My uncle sent me a picture, and it's, like, me smiling. It's, you know, my senior picture, and I look so happy. And he goes, that's still Bridget living with diabetes. And it's Do you like happy go lucky.

Scott Benner (56:58) Yeah. Do you like that, or do you is that pressure to you?

Bridget (57:02) No. I don't mind it. It's I think it's it definitely gives me I don't know. Recently, I'm taking I'm also getting my MBA right now. Mhmm. And we talk a lot about, like, identity. And so, like, saying I'm a happy person versus saying I'm happy. Like, you associate yourself with permanently, like, being happy versus, like, just a verb or an adjective just saying you're happy.

Scott Benner (57:32) Okay.

Bridget (57:33) And so I think, like and maybe this is crazy, but, like, other people saying, like, oh, she's such a happy person. Bridgette's so positive

Scott Benner (57:42) Mhmm.

Bridget (57:43) Versus, oh, she was very positive on this one day. I think that, like, helps me to an extent. And, like, people at work do it too. Like, oh, she's the happiest person or she's so positive. And I'm like, you know, I am pretty happy.

Scott Benner (58:01) And but it doesn't make you feel like, oh, I'm now I'm the happy person. If I don't act happy, these people are gonna be disappointed on me. You don't have that pressure.

Bridget (58:08) No. Definitely not.

Scott Benner (58:09) It helps you that way. Listen. I think, you know, I mean, it's an oversimplification. Obviously, it doesn't work for everybody, but I do think a lot of how things go were really does kinda stem from your attitude about it. Mhmm. I do think you kinda get what you expect sometimes. Yeah. You know, if you expect things to go well, then you generally seem to feel like they go well.

Bridget (58:33) Yeah.

Scott Benner (58:33) And if you're always running around going, this sucks and why me? And it's not fair, then I think things are gonna feel that way. I mean, obviously, the die obviously, it's not fair. The thing I mean, with the cysts and the diabetes and I'm making funny about the pills, but, like, having to take a pill every day fucking sucks. You know what I mean? Like, there's nothing great about that. Yeah. You're know, you can argue it either way. Yeah. You're lucky to have the medication, have access to it and everything. You know, I could easily hit you with, like, there's plenty of people in the world who need that med. They'd be happy to take it, Bridget. But, like, I don't think I just don't think that's how things work. You know? So I don't think you're not taking it because you're you know, don't wanna be healthy or because you're not a good person or whatever somebody might think from the outside. I think it's hard to remember to take a pill every day. Yeah. You know?

Bridget (59:20) Yeah. I definitely, like, approach life, you know, through a lens of it's never that important. And, like, some things are very important, and so I don't wanna, like

Scott Benner (59:30) Yeah.

Bridget (59:31) You know, discard that. But definitely, like, sometimes you'll have a bad day with diabetes, and you just have to say, like, jeez, that was, you know, a bad day. And I'm like, today is just not a good day.

Scott Benner (59:43) Just wake up tomorrow and start over again.

Bridget (59:45) Exactly.

Scott Benner (59:46) Yeah. Oh, I like that. That's a good idea. I think that's a great idea.

Bridget (59:50) I babysit for a family with a daughter with type one. She's, like, two. Aw. And she was diagnosed at one, and so they're, like, they're very new to it, and they're, like, kind of freaking out.

Scott Benner (1:00:01) Yeah. I bet.

Bridget (1:00:02) And I met them through, like, a type one diabetes, like, network kind of thing. Mhmm. And they, you know, they try to they try to be perfect. You just have to I don't know. With diabetes, you're gonna have it for so long. It's not your life, but, you know, it's a major part of your life. Mhmm. And so you just have to be good enough, and that's kind of been my perspective. And so I think them seeing me, a 23 year old year old girl who, like, decently has she has a job. She's living in Chicago. Like, she's happy. And so Yeah. Seeing that, I think it's provided a lot of hope and, like, my attitude towards diabetes. Like, that's been really helpful for them. But

Scott Benner (1:00:47) I love it. I think no. I think I you sound like you're doing great, actually. I would I would wanna make sure to leave you with that idea that it sounds like you are really doing well. I I'm sure things are just gonna continue to morph and change over time as you get older and but already, like, I see, like, you know, you wanna be healthy for yourself. You wanna have kids. You're gonna wanna be healthy for kids. Like, you're gonna keep making good decisions as you go. Mhmm. And like you said, every day is not gonna be perfect, and every hour is not gonna be perfect. And it's hard to hard to swallow that when your two year old's running around with diabetes, and every number feels like the end of the world. And Mhmm. You certainly don't want your blood sugar to be 200. You don't want it to be two fifty. You don't want it to be 300. You don't want it to be four. You don't want those things. Right. But there's a balance between knowing that they're not optimal, working towards keeping them from happening, and not beating yourself up when they do happen if they happen. There are two different schools of, like, consideration in there. Like, yes, I don't want your blood sugar to be high. I don't want your blood sugar to be low. I also don't want you to spend a week or a day or a month, like, feeling badly about it if it happens because it's probably gonna happen. And, you know, the I think the key is to address it as quickly as possible, stop it without causing a different problem, and look at ways to hopefully help from, you know, it happening again. For you, it sounds like we know what you should be doing. Right? You should be Mhmm. Pre bolus ing a little better and probab I mean, what's your a one c right now?

Bridget (1:02:19) I just got it back. I think it was $7.06.

Scott Benner (1:02:22) Yeah. You pre bolus your meals, it'll be $6.06.

Bridget (1:02:26) Mhmm.

Scott Benner (1:02:27) Just like that. Just take your insulin fifteen minutes before you eat. It'll go down a full point, I bet.

Bridget (1:02:32) Yeah.

Scott Benner (1:02:33) Take your thought by the way, you're, it's also harder to control your insulin, with an unregulated thyroid problem too.

Bridget (1:02:39) Oh, that makes sense.

Scott Benner (1:02:40) It's all gonna help. And so don't don't let the I'm a fan of the Mounjaro, and I I'm I like that you're doing it. But don't let it mask the other things and make you ignore them.

Bridget (1:02:51) Right.

Scott Benner (1:02:51) That makes sense? Yeah. Take the damn pill, pre bolus your meal, shoot the Mounjaro once a week. You'd be you you probably be you probably live to be 200.

Bridget (1:03:00) Right.

Scott Benner (1:03:00) You know what I mean?

Bridget (1:03:01) Right.

Scott Benner (1:03:02) Hey. Any of those nodules on your thyroid, they say they have to come off, or they didn't mention that?

Bridget (1:03:06) I don't think I at least I haven't noticed any. Like, it's definitely larger, but I haven't noticed any nodules.

Scott Benner (1:03:15) You know, the the metal help with that too. Right?

Bridget (1:03:17) Yeah. Yeah.

Scott Benner (1:03:18) Did they palpitate it, like, with their hands, or did they give you, like, a like, did they scan you?

Bridget (1:03:23) They just they always just feel it.

Scott Benner (1:03:25) Feel it. Okay. And they're not feeling nodules.

Bridget (1:03:28) Right.

Scott Benner (1:03:29) Take them So far. Take just take them in, please. Yeah. Alright. Can you check-in with me in a month? Will you send me an email? No one ever does. You know that. Right? Whenever I'll I do it. When I say just email me in a month, tell me how it's going, no one well, some people get back to me, but not as many as I

Bridget (1:03:44) want. Right.

Scott Benner (1:03:46) Alright, Bridget. Is there anything that we haven't talked about that we should have, anything we skipped over, or anything you wanna yell at me about? Or if you wanna say wonderful things about me, now would be the time.

Bridget (1:03:55) Mhmm. I just wanna say, like, I've listened to your podcast since 2021. You know, you have instilled so many, you know, very solid piece of the pieces of advice in my life. Like, I think one time I don't know when you said this, but you said, like, always stay low. Like, you'd always rather have Arden go low than go high.

Scott Benner (1:04:18) The saying is, I would rather fight with a lower falling blood sugar. I would rather stop a lower falling blood sugar than fight with a high one. Yeah. It's just kind of a mindset more than anything else. I don't want her to be low. That's not what I'm saying. Right. Right. Don't misrepresent me, Bridget.

Bridget (1:04:32) Right. I'm sorry.

Scott Benner (1:04:33) I'm sorry. Okay. Go ahead.

Bridget (1:04:34) But you you've instilled so many great, like, foundational pieces of advice that you really have made such a difference. And even, like, when I first emailed you back in, I think, October, I was training for the Chicago marathon. Mhmm. And I finished. I ran

Scott Benner (1:04:52) Oh, good for you.

Bridget (1:04:54) But you were interviewing another runner, and he just talked about, like, pausing his insulin or, you know, making sure there's no insulin on board when you start running. And, honestly, that made such a difference in my running journey.

Scott Benner (1:05:07) Good for you.

Bridget (1:05:07) Like, I was able to achieve my goals and run a marathon, and I felt like a, you know, like a normal person, I think, on marathon day.

Scott Benner (1:05:15) Yeah.

Bridget (1:05:16) So that made such a difference, but I just wanna say thank you. You're a celebrity in my house.

Scott Benner (1:05:23) So that it's first of all, I'm very happy that any of this helped you. I appreciate your kind words. I would take this moment to tell you that if the thing I said about the running helped, maybe the other stuff will help too.

Bridget (1:05:34) That's true.

Scott Benner (1:05:35) Right?

Bridget (1:05:36) You're always right. You should know that.

Scott Benner (1:05:38) Hey. Listen. That's true. I do I do want that to be that should be a saying or a t shirt or something like that. Scott's always right. I will wear it around the house, and they'll throw rotten food at me. The laughing that would happen. I can hear Arden now. You don't know yourself, she would say. My my wife might say you don't know yourself. Arden would say those people don't know you. So, nevertheless, take the pill every day. Even if you even even if it if you forget it, take it at night. If you wanna take it at night instead of the morning, just do that. Just do it every day. If you forget it one day, take two the next day. Like, that that's easy. Do not whatever that thing is I'm gonna get a therapist on here to figure this out. But whatever that thing is that people go like, oh, I didn't do it. I'll have to wait till Monday. My god. Please, all of you, don't do that. That's ridiculous. You know, there's no no time like the present. Just jump back in again. You were really lovely, seriously. Yeah.

Bridget (1:06:33) You were lovely too.

Scott Benner (1:06:34) Oh, my

Bridget (1:06:35) god. I told my mom I was gonna come on the podcast, she was like, what are you gonna talk about? Don't say anything in a she's a lawyer.

Scott Benner (1:06:41) Don't say anything inappropriate. Don't

Bridget (1:06:43) say anything crazy. And I said, I'll be good, mom.

Scott Benner (1:06:46) Yeah. You were terrific. Was good.

Bridget (1:06:48) Yeah. Thank you.

Scott Benner (1:06:49) And, also, I mean, your mom and your brother are on this health journey with their thyroids. They could include you. How come we don't have a text chain?

Bridget (1:06:57) That's true.

Scott Benner (1:06:58) Right?

Bridget (1:06:58) Everybody take their medicine today.

Scott Benner (1:07:00) This is doable. Oh my god. You would yell in three seconds if your mom texted you every day. You'd be like, that is enough, lady. I don't understand the human psychology, but it's pretty funny. Alright. Hold on one second. I'm gonna say goodbye when nobody's listening. Okay?

Bridget (1:07:17) Okay.

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