#272 Sir Drew
Scott Benner
Drew Holder was diagnosed with T1D at 3 years old.…
Former professional baseball player Drew Holder is on the show to share his type 1 diabetes story.
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Scott Benner 0:00
This is Episode 272 of the Juicebox Podcast. Today's show is sponsored by dancing for diabetes, Omni pod, and Dexcom you can go to dexcom.com slash juice box, my on the pod comm slash juice box or dancing the number four diabetes.com To find out more about the sponsors. And if you have trouble remembering any of those web addresses, you can always go to Juicebox podcast.com or click on the links right there in the show notes of your podcast player. This is kind of fortuitous. I met messaging with one of you right now as I'm recording this. So I'm not going to give like last names or anything like that. But one of you is letting me know about their two children, siblings who started last let's see three months ago with a one C of seven. And today they got their a one CS back five, nine and five, eight respectively. Mavis had type one for about two and a half years while Aiden has had type one for two years. And they're doing great. Their mom was just letting me know how excited she was. And she said she wanted to shout it from the rooftops and I told her to go outside and yell Don't worry about the neighbors. But then I thought you know what, I'll help you shop from the rooftops. We'll do it right here on the podcast. So Maven Aiden, congratulations. Great job. All right, I'm running out of music. Today's guest is Drew holder Jew has had Type One Diabetes for a very long time he was professional baseball player. And I thought this week, but the World Series coming up what a great time to talk to somebody used to play. Please remember that nothing you hear on the Juicebox Podcast should be considered advice, medical or otherwise. And always consult a physician before becoming bold with insulin or making any changes to your health care plan.
Drew Holder 1:57
My name is Drew Holder. I've had Type One Diabetes since age three. And I've had a lot of different experiences. And through the highs and lows of diabetes, I've been able to play professional baseball, the husband and a father and now a working professional.
Scott Benner 2:14
You were diagnosed in what year? Do you know?
Drew Holder 2:17
1986 86?
Scott Benner 2:19
How old were you again?
Drew Holder 2:20
Three years old. I was just just after three I got diagnosed.
Unknown Speaker 2:23
Wow,
Scott Benner 2:24
you called me Sara second ago, which now I'm going to leave in I thought how much older could I be than you but I believe I graduated from high school in 89. So we need to sort of thing going a little I'm just kidding. Do I Oh, no, no, please. I'm joking. But I have I'm so interested like you reached out. And your note was very like I you know, I'd like to be helpful if I could be and if I'm you know if I could share something interesting. I would love to. So I was really excited because I have a ton of questions for you. Well, thank you. Let's start a little slow. How did you find the podcast?
Drew Holder 2:59
Man, I think it was by chance. I think I just I just looked at on Apple podcasts I was I always think about diabetes and what's going on. And I think I just searched type one diabetes and your podcast popped up. And I started listening and I listened to podcasts with Jeffrey Brewer. I like what he's doing a lot with Bigfoot. And then I listened to the Chris Rutan just because of his background and working out and then hearing about your daughter. And, you know, I just obviously there's common ground. And I think we all feel that as is or adults with type one I think we do. It's just such an easy conversation starter.
Scott Benner 3:41
Yeah. And it's difficult to find people who have this in common, really, I mean, it's not it's not just easy to, you know, walk into the gym to meet people. And you know, somebody just pops up like I've diabetes, like, where do you? You know, I hear from people all the time who say that this podcast is their only connection to people who have typed on. They just don't know anyone in their personal life. So I'm glad you found it. I really am. I'm glad. Thank you. I'm glad I got it set up correctly in the searches. So are you diagnosed at three? Let's go there for a second. My parents together. Yes, sir.
Drew Holder 4:15
My mom. Funny enough is I was a nurse or still as a nurse, but she was kind of in denial. You know, I would sit there at the faucet and drink glasses, glass after glass of water go the bathroom come back. And this probably went on for I think they said three weeks. But my grandfather saw a article in the newspaper in Austin in Austin American statesman about symptoms of type one diabetes. And he was like, hey, my parents like hey, you need to go check. Get him check. So finally they took me in. And my mom knew all the signs but and then finally my you know, my glucose readings were off the charts on the on the glucose meter. I mean, I think it read just AGI so then they knew Okay, well Let's treat it now.
Scott Benner 5:01
Do you think you've ever spoken to your mom about it? Do you think she just was trying to prolong what she knew was coming? Or she just trying to work up the nerve? Or what do you think it was?
Drew Holder 5:10
Yeah, I don't know. I mean, now that I think as I'm as a dad, I mean, I'm so quick to, you know, think the worst, but still hope for the best. You know, I think that's just where she was like, oh, man, I hope he doesn't have diabetes. Let's just keep seeing if it gets better. You know,
Scott Benner 5:29
over short, listen, we're a couple of generations removed. You know, my father would have been like, he'll be okay. You just tell them to keep going. So I saw I see that. Okay. So three years old? 1986. When's your first real recollection of your diabetes? Like, when when you think back on it? How, what age do you get to?
Drew Holder 5:52
Yeah, good question. Honestly, I think it was probably around, you know, anywhere eight, 910. Obviously, I don't remember anything, or not, obviously, but I don't remember anything before. age three, or life. Before diabetes. For me.
Scott Benner 6:08
I burned my finger at my fifth birthday party. And if that wouldn't have happened, I don't remember my lifetime, like 12. So I'm just wondering, like, when does it come into your consciousness enough that you remember as an adult? So that that's just that's interesting that, you know, I think, too, for parents who are worried sometimes that their children are being this, you know, horribly impacted by this disease, you see that a lot. People are very concerned about it, probably rightfully so. But at the same time, you know, I think I always try to share with them the story that, you know, Arden probably had 10,000 injections when she was little. And then we switched to a pump when she was like, four years old, maybe could get in closer to five. And it took a few years before we ever had to pull out a syringe again. And when we did, she didn't even know what it was. Wow, you know, and that's that kind of the message I want to leave with parents. Like I know, you feel like you're doing something that's just gonna run your kids over forever, but really, we don't remember anything. You know, when we're little like, how much do you remember? Really?
Drew Holder 7:07
So that's such a good word. Right?
Scott Benner 7:09
So okay, so you have a G sec. She told me in your in your email, but do you pumper Are you injecting?
Drew Holder 7:17
Yes, sir. So I injected for 20 years. So from age three to basically 22 episode guess 19 years, okay. And then I got on my first insulin pump. And then I've been kind of on insulin pump therapy, with, you know, a few breaks here and there, but for the past 13 years, okay, insulin pump.
Unknown Speaker 7:36
Okay, so now,
Drew Holder 7:37
I have a tandem pump now
Scott Benner 7:39
using a tandem now what have you, how many of you, how many different ones have you used over the years?
Drew Holder 7:44
So I had a cause more. Most people probably don't remember that. But that was my first pump. And I was actually when that was when I started professional baseball with the Astros and they made me kind of the I guess a spokesperson or a you know, I would I would travel around speak for them
Scott Benner 8:04
to come the pump the pump company did back then.
Drew Holder 8:07
Yeah, the deck. I think it was a Cosmo. I can't even remember. I think it was a subsidiary of animus or Johnson and Johnson
Scott Benner 8:14
you're gonna make me look while you're talking. But I think it's Cosmo. Right? Because Yeah,
Drew Holder 8:17
Cosmo.
Scott Benner 8:19
You keep talking. So did say you you worked with them a little bit kind of traveled around telling people about the pump.
Drew Holder 8:24
Yes. And then I and then all three or four years I upgraded to the economists had that for five, six years and and then finally just upgraded to the tandem. tandem now.
Scott Benner 8:38
This is so interesting. The delco Cosmo. See this website? Well, it looks like it was it looked it looked durable. So it was look like it was built? Well,
Drew Holder 8:50
it was made it was made out of it was made out of a helmet like baseball helmet like that kind of I dropped it. It couldn't break. You know
Scott Benner 8:58
that that is really my first thought when I looked at I was like, Wow, it does look really durable. Like it just like it like you could have thrown it against the wall and it would have been okay. So So tell me something. what age did you start playing baseball? Do you remember that?
Unknown Speaker 9:14
Six years old
Scott Benner 9:16
and right into like little league or local ball like in your town?
Drew Holder 9:20
Yeah, yes, sir. Just the local. We call it Town and Country in Austin. I played one season and T ball and then, you know, went through all different age groups going after that. Do you remember?
Scott Benner 9:32
So you've obviously you've hit on something that I'm really interested in because my son's a freshman in college right now playing baseball. So my son started playing when he was four. And it was the he's a February birthday. And my my wife was like, he wants to start playing baseball now. I was always like, oh, Kelly, he's like three, like, how do you know what he wants to do? And she's like, well, look how good he is that he should try it. You know? And I was like, Well, I think you have to be fun. To play baseball, and she's like, no way, like, he'll be four when the season starts just because he's three now and I'm, and so my wife, basically I was I was, you know, spouse bullied into contacting the local YMCA. And I said, you know, look, my son will be four when the spring starts. Is there any chance you can start playing this year? Because my wife seems really intent on this happening. And, and the guy's like, you know, let me see him play. And if he looks like he won't get hurt and everything, and I said, Yeah, sure, let him do it. So I, I don't know how many people know this. And you know, we're going to talk about diabetes a lot today, but we're going to talk about some baseball too, but it's not really baseball. But first, ooh, this is exciting for you. You don't even realize but it's time for It's time for Arden's lunch bolus, which I love to hear about. So today is day one of her new g six. So she's had it on now for about 12 hours, it's looking pretty. Pretty right with the blood, we did one finger stick today and it looks right so I'm gonna trust it her blood sugar's 131. We're gonna do a Temp Basal increase, to get a pretty big lunch. I'm gonna go 70% for an hour and a half. And so what that does, is it adds about two units of insulin over the next hour and a half just through bazel. And then we're gonna do a bolus. Right, you're on a second, banana, pop, corn, half a sandwich. Yogurt, peaches, grapes. All right, ready, three for the sandwich. 456789, let's say 12 units extend.
Drew Holder 11:47
I like this because I'm looking at my pump now. And I'm able to adjust my my readings to 60%
Unknown Speaker 11:52
now
Scott Benner 11:55
and the rest over a half hour. So my idea here is it's a pretty mixed lunch, right? There's a peanut butter and jelly sandwich in there. But there's also some fruits. So there's simple sugar. There's not a ton of beyond the the bread with a sandwich, there's not a lot of real kind of like heavier carbs. So I'm going to get a lot of the insulin and now to kind of combat you know, get a nice Pre-Bolus going hopefully, she'll start eating in about 10 minutes. Maybe I can get her you know, 120 ish, like moving in that direction. And then I like the insulin to have a nice momentum. Like I like it. I want it to be out in front, right? I agree. Yeah. So when those simple sugars start hitting, hopefully we can hold them at bay. Use the Temp Basal in the extendable, spread out the instant, a little more over the meal. And hopefully, we'll see what we got. We'll find out in our drill. So okay, so you start so my son starts playing baseball for he's played every year. Absolutely. Since then. I he loves Oh, hold on a second. Now she's telling me Hold on one second. She got to she got to launch quickly, more quickly than I expect her to. So she's they must have sent them in early. So now I've told her to kill the extended bolus. We're gonna throw in all 12 units right now cuz she's sitting at the table. Oh, geez. Okay, it'll still work out. So
Drew Holder 13:26
what's her insulin to carb ratio?
Scott Benner 13:28
Oh, do I have no idea? I don't pay attention to that. I don't count carbs. I I look at the meal. And I think that looks like 12 units to me.
Drew Holder 13:35
Yeah, that's kind of how we did it grown up too. Right. And we had no,
Scott Benner 13:40
we you didn't have this gear. Right. So you just don't know. Yeah, you're guessing right? How do ya how does it change having glucose monitoring from not like, what's the biggest difference? Oh, man, it I don't know. For me, that's like the biggest deal. Just to just to know where you are at all times.
Drew Holder 13:58
I mean, I can just I mean, I had six diabetic seizures. Growing up, like I guess through my life. I even had one in college, but it's just the roller coaster of highs and lows when I gave a shot. That's the big difference for me is that the CGM basically is telling me Am I going up going down and even now at the tandem it actually shuts off. If I'm if I'm diving in the middle of the night, which is sometimes I tend to do because of whatever happened during the day.
Scott Benner 14:27
A tandem has that it's called Bayes like you right it it. It feels you go and down. It just kills it kills you but you're doing all your background insulin and shuts everything down for a while. Correct. Yes, sir. That's pretty damn handy. We are having a cluster here today with our and she's like, but I already did the extended one. So I'll tell her stop it and tell me what delivered. So yeah, I would say that that variability that you're talking about, like the up and Down the bouncing, that's that's not only just hard on your body, but it creates you know, I always say highs cause lows, right? And oh yeah, you get high, you start bola saying and then boom. Tell me what delivered one, okay? Not much.
So only a unit went in. So now she's gonna put in the other, we cancel the extended bolus, she's gonna put in the other 11 units, and we're all set. Alright. Anyway, okay, so we're jumping around a little bit here. But anyway, we'll we'll track ardens balls and see how that goes as well. So what I was gonna say is that people might not realize that, you know, I know the numbers for my son, but I'm sure they're very similar for you. The year my son Cole started playing baseball, 4 million children picked up a bat in the United States for the first time. Wow, Little League local, like that whole thing. There's 4 million kids that year started playing baseball. This past year, when he went to college, 9500 of them moved on to play college baseball. And that's across four divisions d 123. And Juco. It includes right. So obviously, to get that far is involves more than you can imagine, right. And I don't just mean hard work. I mean, sometimes luck, your body doesn't break down, your skill holds up, you know, all these things happen. But the leap, then from there, to a minor league baseball player is down to something like I think three of those 9000 3000 of those 9000 make it to that next step, and then only hundreds actually ever step into a major league ballpark. So I want to I'm going to ask you a few questions about around that. When you were when you were younger, 789 10 years old. Were you any good? Did anybody looky and go that drew he's gonna play in college and then go on to be a pro.
Drew Holder 16:57
You know, honestly, I mean, probably not. I mean, God definitely blessed me with athletic talent. And I was always to be honest, you know, one or two, top three guys on the team, you know, that I don't think anybody and honestly, I didn't get I didn't become a great, great baseball player. until probably my junior year of college, like so I was kind of a developmental guy. My my, my true passion was football. Honestly, I played football through high school. But I'm not the biggest, biggest guy, I'm 511. I weigh about 205 pounds.
Unknown Speaker 17:37
But
Drew Holder 17:39
when I realized that the beating my body would take with football, I'd have to put on some way to play college. And then the way it would tax me more with the diabetes, I chose baseball. And I got a scholarship offer to Dallas Baptist University. And, you know, I was just blessed to be able to play at that great university.
Scott Benner 17:59
And it still took you at college, two and a half probably seasons until you came into your own.
Drew Holder 18:06
Yes, I mean, until I really felt like I belonged. And I felt confident. And it just kind of went from there. You know, obviously, you mature a little bit, you get bigger, you get stronger. But yeah, I mean, even as a freshman in college, I remember looking around like, Man, these guys are huge. I don't belong, my confidence wasn't all wasn't 100% there, you know, but just staying the course and working hard, like you said, you know, and just kind of, and then opportunities arise, you know, and you know, you take advantage of them.
Scott Benner 18:37
Yeah. I'm going to share that. So my son doesn't have diabetes. My daughter does, but cold. My son Cole is it's interesting. He's probably weighs about 170 pounds. He's a freshman in college. And he's 511 and he's drill know what I'm saying? When I say this? My son's actually 511 he doesn't tell people he's 511 He's 511. So baseball is big on adding an inch or two on people's height. Because once you get no spikes, everybody looks six feet tall. And and it's hard to tell. But so my son's 511 baseball 177 pounds. And he's a spectacular outfielder. I mean, there's just no where you can hit the ball where he won't be. If you put the ball in left field when the left fielder is catching it, my son standing next to him. If you know if he's at the fence, it's 400 feet, it's in a gap. It's over shoulder makes it look like he just flipped the ball to him in the living room. It's It's amazing. I don't know how he sees the ball that way. Because he's a talented runner and runs fast. But he's not like a six five kid. Yeah, like he just knows where that ball is going. So he is also a really good student. And when he was recruiting for college, my wife and I just said, Look, we're happy for you to play. We definitely want you to, but you have to go get like the best education you can. Like, you know, like we absolutely need you to go to the best school that you absolutely can And that ended up being a d3 school that really fit him the best. So, in his mind, you know, as a high schooler, he's like, this is amazing, because it's just the three and I'm going to show up there and they'll be so thrilled that I'll be there like, you know, blah, blah, blah. And, you know, two days into practice, I text them, how's it going, he goes, the kid playing centerfield in front of me as a senior, and if you wanted to kill me, he could pick me up and break me in half. And I said, Okay, he goes, Yeah, I don't think I'm gonna just be like, wandering onto the field announcing my arrival and starting to play anytime soon.
Unknown Speaker 20:33
And I was like, Yeah,
Scott Benner 20:34
Yeah, no kidding. Right? And it's, it's interesting, isn't it, that people think of it as these divisions, right? If you go to D, one, you can play and if you go to d3, you can and if you go to D two, you're not smart. And if you like, there's just too much generalization around sports and baseball and and the assumptions that people make, like just for you. I mean, you get drafted. Drew, when you were a minor league baseball player, and to this day, you are one of the most talented baseball players in the world. And even if you never take another step past, minors, it's, it's an amazing accomplishment, you know, and yet in our society, anything that doesn't get to the whatever the very top is, the rest of that is considered a failure. And I just, I never kind of can wrap my head around that. It doesn't, it doesn't. It never makes sense to me. But I wonder if it doesn't make sense to me, because I have the perspective of watching my son do it. But anyway, it's a lot of times, just want people to understand cuz I know a lot of parents Listen to this. And the best player when they're nine isn't necessarily the best player when they're 15. And it definitely doesn't mean they're going to be great when they're 21. And it's a long, long process. And I want to talk a little bit about maybe I want to talk a lot about the the lessons that diabetes can teach you and the lessons that baseball can teach and I want to know how many times you found those to overlap. Okay, let me see how long this takes dexcom.com slash juice box. Okay, I am on dexcom.com forward slash juice box. A lot of information here about zero finger sticks, glucose readings right on my smart device. customizable alerts and alarms here get started with the Dexcom g six. Can you get started with the Dexcom g six in less time than an ad on the Juicebox Podcast patients first name, but my name, last name, did that email. phone number. City, zip code. month, day, year of birth, type one diabetes, insulin pump. Insurance private.
Unknown Speaker 23:03
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I see this stuff that my son learned from baseball it's not always the stuff I thought it was gonna be. You know, like he like for instance he he called me the other day. And and again, Drew will have more of a maybe a perspective for this and then some other people but my son can stand after he's warm and have a catch with you at 120 yards. He's got if he's got one pro tool, it's probably his defense in his arm, right? Yeah. So you know he's but he doesn't want to pitch and he doesn't He's like, I don't like pitching. I don't want to pitch I don't you know, I don't like the mechanics of it. And so I said to him one day, I was like, how long do you think you're going to stand throwing the ball 60 yards farther than everybody else while you're warming up and someone's not going to ask you to try to pitch you know. Eventually someone's gonna be like, Can we drag that kids butt up on a mound and see what happens when the throw The ball plate. So he goes over the other, he sends me a text. He's on his way to practice and he's like, Oh my god, they're gonna make me throw a bullpen today. And I was like, Well, you know, just just do it, you know, like, whatever. And a couple hours later, I get a text back from and he said, I had an 88 mile an hour fastball, my changeup was 81. And I was dropping my curve in four strikes, and I think I'm gonna have to pitch a little bit now. And I told him, I said, Why don't you just throw the ball into the ground? The guy told you, I'm not good at this. But but but he, but he's just too competitive. And in the moment, he didn't want that. And four days later, he's like, it'll be okay. Like, I'll just, you know, this will help me get on the field. Like his mind. He is so much more mature than he was nine months ago before he got to college. And I don't know what that is. So I guess I want to ask you like, what does it really take to hit a roadblock in baseball, and push through it? Like when you when you have that, that feeling of like, Oh, my God, I'm not good enough for these guys are so much better than me, or whatever it is. You have some stories about that?
Drew Holder 26:04
Yeah, I mean, I think just in general, for me, just being coached my whole life. I mean, I love coaches. Without without all the great coaches I've had, you know, I'd probably just not been able to develop, obviously. But a lot of things we said at Dallas Baptist was day by day, and getting, just try to get 1% better every day. So instead of focusing, Oh, I should be starting right now. Or, you know, I'm better than this guy will focus on what you can control and let the rest take care of itself. You know, so if I just focused on, what do I need to do to get better today. And for me, I was an outfielder, just like Cole, and I look. And that's the thing I missed the most Honestly, I don't miss necessarily hitting as much as I thought I would. I still miss it. But I miss tracking that ball and catching, you know, an awesome line line drive that the competitor hit. I mean, that's what I miss. I miss tracking that baseball and trying to trying to not let it hit the ground, you know, and throwing somebody out at third or home. You know, those are exhilarating moments.
Scott Benner 27:11
It's so interesting that you say that, because when you know, I think Cole was 11. And he told me one day is like, I'm gonna get really good and play the outfield. He's like, it just it looks great. And he's, you know, I can see people looking at baseball from the other side going, Oh, my God, it's boring. You stand around out there. What if the ball doesn't come out? Baba, I watch my son is moving and intent on every pitch for years. He loves being an outfielder and he will you get into a car after a game. They get shellacked, you know, like they they lost tended to, you think he's going to climb in the car and be you know, absolutely mortified. And he's like, hey, back in the fourth inning, what made that kid think that single was a double. And I was like, I'm like, right? And he goes, he's like, I hadn't by like three steps at second base, or catching a ball in a gap. And then throwing a run around at third he thinks they can tag up and get the third. He is so just jacked up by that. It's incredible. It's a very specific mindset, that idea of like, the balls not going to hit the ground. And to go back to what you said, when people I've heard people ask him like, you know, why do you like how do you take something like this so seriously, when you're younger and really want to do it. And he said, I've heard him say he's like, I used to play for a man who was the outfield coach on my little league team. And I just never really wanted to let him down. It that was the first way it hit him as like a 12 year old there was this nice guy named Frank and Frank put a lot of effort into him. And he thought catching that ball was his responsibility. And, and I just, you know, it's such a an odd thing that you would never expect for a 12 year old to build some sort of relationship with a grown man who's, you know, just trying to help out in town. And but but that ended up meeting a lot to him. And I don't know now today, I think he's more. He's kind of type A, but he's competitive with himself more than with a game. I don't know if that rings true to you. I think that's a sentence. Some people don't understand. But
Drew Holder 29:08
yeah, no, I mean, I definitely agree. Like even in diabetes, I'm competitive. I mean, I don't want my numbers to go above my range or below my range. You know, the one of the most irritating things about diabetes to me is when my blood sugar goes high. Like you said earlier, you it takes so long for it to get back down, that you're like, hurry up, hurry up, you give too much insulin and you bought them out, you know? Yeah, same thing with baseball and just being competitive. But yeah, I was definitely I competed with myself a lot, but also also forced to always compete against the other team or the other pitcher.
Scott Benner 29:42
You know, I love to what you said about like, trying to get 1% better every day because I was I was standing at my son's High School one day for a baseball game and a parent came up, you know, a few a few innings into the game on this field where there was no scoreboard She comes up to me and she says, What's the score? And I thought for a second, I looked there, and I said, I, you know, I don't know. And and she goes, Well, Who's winning? And I went, yeah, I don't know that either. And and she's just get here. I said, Oh, no, I've been here since the warmups, and she goes, is there a score? I'm like, oh, there's definitely a score. Because there's been a lot of cheering. And she's like, are you not watching? And I stopped, and I said, Listen, I don't know how you're going to take this. But to me at this age, baseball is about playing baseball. So you can play more baseball. Like, like, you're just trying to fix something today, figure something out, get better, so that you can keep playing tomorrow, like playing baseball is about getting to continue to play baseball. It's not about winning this game, I would love it. If they win, don't get me wrong, but I don't, right. I don't care if they win. And I don't care if my kids you know, it's it sounds trite to say I don't care if he's over four, I don't care if he's 444. There are little things he's trying to accomplish today. And he needs this game to work them out. You know, and I try to tell people, I wonder now, as I'm kind of dissecting this and why I was excited to have you on, like, when I talk about diabetes with people, I always tell them, there's no mistakes, like you can't make a mistake in diabetes, you can have an experience that doesn't go the way you wanted. But you need to learn something from it so that tomorrow is better. The only real mistake you can make sure was that if you do something today with your blood sugar, it doesn't go the way you want. And instead of trying to learn from it, you spend time being upset about it. If you if you do that, that that was a mistake. You know, don't give away this data. Don't give away today's practice. Don't Don't, don't ignore what you are learning because you want to be upset or dramatic or sad.
Drew Holder 31:43
Yeah. Sorry. But yeah, perspective is everything. I mean, control what you can control. And then, you know, I've always tried to have a positive outlook on whatever, but man, there's always challenging times in anything. Yeah. And that, you know, there's always negative impacts, but it's just what you do with that going forward. Yeah,
Scott Benner 32:02
no, I mean, just see your story. And really, guys who play in general, it's just it's a if you're, if you're still listening, you know what people who are listening who have diabetes, who maybe have never played baseball, like try to imagine starting something, when you're six years old, that doesn't begin to really pay off until you're a junior in college. Like, like, you know what I mean, like, not that you didn't have good times, and you know, enjoy what you were doing in the interim, but you didn't get to, like, hold your fist up in there and be like, I'm really good at this for you know, for that amount of time. And, and to have to make a decision to, to have been great at football, and just have to look back and go Look, I don't think my body can handle this. So I'm gonna have to just, you know, that must have been fairly, I'm crying, especially being from Texas, right, like football is life.
Drew Holder 32:53
Well, I mean, it's just funny how life goes. I mean, the way the way I felt God directed my life. And, you know, I didn't have any scholarship offers to play football, I had a lot of walk on offers to Baylor SMU, even Boston College. But then when I took my recruiting trip to Dallas Baptist, I just, I think, just it's a it's a mid major team that plays division one, baseball plays the best competition in the country. And just a place where I knew I could grow and develop. And I just felt led to go to it. It was it was just a no brainer for my family and I
Scott Benner 33:31
so when it felt right, it felt right. You didn't you didn't struggle in that moment to leave something else behind because you knew you were heading in the right direction. Man, it was crazy. Like,
Drew Holder 33:40
I think it was a month before Google of 2003 or 2002 after I graduated, so a month before, like, you check into college, like I didn't have anywhere to go I was I signed on in a junior college. I may have I still was thinking I may go walk on and play football. But then like a month before I went to Dallas Baptist, right this is it and then driving home called the coach back. Alright, I'm going to Dallas Baptist and there was a month later I showed up on campus you know that's I have to say that
Scott Benner 34:13
probably five visits into my son's like, like recruiting visits you know the kids they bring the kids in the coach smiles he goes oh we'll take them to class and it's gonna be great on my kids trying to kill him like I'm pretty sure I know what's gonna happen when I walk away from here. But So Mike, but my son is not a drinker, for instance. So at all of his visits, he was looking for a place where he could not drink and people wouldn't kill him over it. You don't mean like so that was like one of the things he was looking for. He was looking for academics. He was looking for a place where he thought there weren't too many go older guys stand in between him in the field but he was trying to assess all this. You had all these like these overnights and overnights he come home you'd like this place was okay. I like this one. This one was fine. The coach was nice, but I didn't like the school. It was back and forth. He walked out of a building after the overnight where he's at and he just looks at me. He goes, we can cancel the restaurant. I'm gonna come here. That's awesome. I was like, Okay, are you sure you don't want to go to the restaurant? Because there's no need. He's like, I'm gonna come here. Oh, I was like, that's great man. Like, you know, because but honestly, I was getting tired of driving to all those schools. I i drug my ass the Boston three times during that recruiting thing. Yeah. Oh my God, what a terrible drive. So, but anyway, it hit him. So I don't know, he just said he's like, I like the size of the school. I like the coaches, the guys are good. He's like, no one, you know, broke my balls last night about not drinking. Not even like a little bit. And I was like, okay, you know, and even when he gets frustrated now, about baseball, what he really talks about is like, I'm not learning anything, because I'm not on the field enough. Like I was, like, that's how he thinks about it. I, I, I've never been so focused about anything in my life, I'm in awe of people like you and Cole who are who can be so single minded about something and at the same time be broad in their, in their feelings like that. He's not just a baseball player.
Drew Holder 36:12
But when he's doing that, it's, it's amazing. The focus he has now gone. Well, I'm just gonna, I'm just gonna say, I mean, congrats to him. And, and to you, too, for you guys to have the wisdom to find a great spot for him. And just because he knows he can develop, he probably got to play right away and may not even in pro baseball, I played with guys that one, they didn't play college. They got drafted High School. And then there's other guys that just played one year of junior college or, you know, play the Enya, NaVi ball or division three, it didn't matter if you're a good player, and you develop and just continue to get better. I mean, you'll still have those opportunities. If, if time allows, you know,
Scott Benner 36:53
yeah, it really is about that about time, too, because Cole was saying to me the other days, like, it doesn't matter. He's like, if I can keep playing after college, he goes, it doesn't matter where I play college. He's like, if I can do it, I can do it. And he's like, you know, if I can't, I can't, you know, sometimes where you end up in college is an indication of your skill or your body or anything like that. But sometimes it's not, you know, sometimes it's just, I'm not in a rush. And, and you mentioned something earlier that happened to happen to Cole is that he's a, I mean, a late bloomer, too, like he's always been, you know, I mean, imagine you start playing when you're four, you're already a year younger than everybody else. And that starts to catch up to as you get older, when, you know, when the kids who turn into 20 year old men when they're 16, or 16, and you're 15 and not gonna turn into a 20 year old guy till you're 21. Like, you don't mean like, You're, you're in that space like those guys, you're talking about who don't play ball in college. They're grown men when they're 18 years old. You know, like, you use Bryce Harper as an example. He was always walking around like a grown man, he was 17. So you know, that's just luck or random or, you know, whatever it ends up there. But you sometimes you just got to grow into your skill to try a pod for free to experience how liberating the Omni pod truly can be. If you're considering insulin pump therapy, the best way to understand the comfort and convenience at the Omni pod offers is to try it firsthand. So get a free experience kit, which includes a sample nonfunctioning pod and see what you think there's absolutely no obligation to buy. You can wear a non functioning pod to see how it feels. Find the area that works best for you, and feel the freedom you could have with the Omni pod system. Did you know that 95% of Potter's surveyed by Omni pod said they trust the Omni pod system to manage their diabetes. And 88% of them said the Omni pod system makes living with diabetes easier. Well guess what? I 1,000,000% agree. That's right. If you go to Miami pod.com forward slash juice box and get started today by having Omni pod send you a free no obligation demo of their wonderful, most excellent dissed. insulin pump in the world tubeless insulin pump By the way, did you know that? Of course she did. But now you know for short because I told you just now with my words. tubeless insulin pump we're talking about? Absolutely no tubing. I know right now you're thinking insulin pump. You put a thing on long tube No, no, no long tube. Oh, and then they'll have to hang something on my belt. Nope, nope. Nope, that's not on the pod works. On the pod is self contained. It's magical. It's the future but now it's like going into the future getting something and bringing it back to today. Listen on the pod doesn't want you to know that they broke the space time continuum, but they did. They went to the future. They got an insulin pump. They brought it back to 19 whatever this year is no I'm guessing now that I said 19 it's more like 2019 but anyway, Miami pod.com Ford slash juice box. With legendary shownotes, where Juicebox podcast.com? Would you say that even though you're competitive and you don't want that number to climb over a certain spot, that when it does? I mean, what do you do when it does? How do you react?
Drew Holder 40:18
I mean, yeah, like I said, you just, I can only control from that moment on. So you know, let's just say, a blood sugar's 200, or even 250. You know, I will let's assess the situation, how much insulin Do I have on board? You know, do I need to get more insulin to get down? And it's usually Yes, give more insulin, if you're 250. You know, and then, hopefully, in 45 minutes, you know, that insulin will kick in and you can start seeing, start feeling better, and the insulin will start to go down.
Scott Benner 40:48
What's it feel like when you're 200 200?
Drew Holder 40:52
I don't really feel a difference. I think, even recently, like, I've had a lot more better control because of the G six just always seen, but even though I'd say when I get to 250 is when I start to feel like I haven't been I haven't been 300 only but one time in the last probably three months. And but when I was man, I I feel like complete trash. I had to lay down. I was like, dizzy. And I used to be 300 all the time, honestly, you know, but I think your body just adjusted the different levels. But yeah, when I was 300 is probably last week. Man, I just, I had to lay down, give insulin, and it just takes so much longer for that insulin to work to when you get once you get that high.
Scott Benner 41:37
Yeah, I just can't, you know, I can't stress enough like for you. I mean, I don't know, where's Where does your CGM tell you? Where do you get an alarm for high blood sugar what what level 181 and
Drew Holder 41:49
then I get a, an alert at 75 when I'm training low, lower.
Scott Benner 41:55
And so what we do here is, is my alert on my phone is at 120. And on my daughter's is 130. The idea in it that I kind of go with is that if you find out earlier than you can correct with less insulin, when you correct with less insulin, you're less likely to get low later. And if you start you know slowing a hot, you're stopping a high before it comes then keeps you in a space where you're not, you know insulin resistant to because by the time you get to 180, you know getting from 180 to 100 might not be an apples to apples comparison to insulin, like getting from 120 to 290. So you know, say you need to move 30 points and whatever that amount of insulin is, once you're over, you know, once you start getting higher that doesn't, it doesn't just double it doesn't say well, I need to go down 60 points. So it's just double that it doesn't always go that way. But people feel that way. Like Well, if it takes me this much to move 30 points, it'll take me that double that to move 60 which stops being true. So I like to bump the blood sugars I like when they try to get higher, you bump them back. And what you find is that it upfront, it's a little more work. But eventually, you end up making decisions that you don't even realize throughout the day that keep you from ever really being above 130 it's it's fascinating how you you sort of get what you expect at some point. No, I
Drew Holder 43:20
agree. I think I'm gonna have to look at Lauren, my little my little range then
Scott Benner 43:26
Dexcom put out a we actually did an episode about it a couple years ago, they they backed a study that just says the lower you make that high alarm, the lower your a once a day. That's it, just it just it. That's what happens. The sooner you react, the better. Yeah, no, I
Drew Holder 43:45
agree. And probably probably more alarms you're gonna get through, though. Well, so
Scott Benner 43:48
now in the beginning, during the BS in the beginning, yes. But eventually, no. Because what you'll figure out at some point is if you keep drifting up like that, that's your basal insulin. So you'll change it'll change your bazel and then you won't start drifting up anymore, you'll actually end up bolusing less once you figure out why it is you're going over that 121 30 range to begin with. It's fascinating. I am. I know way too much about this now.
Drew Holder 44:15
I mean, I look forward to seeing a baseball game with you. But I mean, and we can talk more, but it's just crazy. Like, I've had diabetes for almost 33 years. And you know, I would just say the last five to six years, I've actually started to really grasp how everything affects me. You know, for the first 25 years. I just live by the rollercoaster you know, just trying
Scott Benner 44:39
to be okay, so you could play and do the things you wanted.
Drew Holder 44:42
Yeah, but technology now is just has been so helpful at school. Did they did a trainer help you during games?
Yeah, I mean, even even to that point they did. They always had food. They They always knew like if I started to do some weird things like hey, Drew, let's go Take your blood sugar, here's some food, you know. And, but even that, like it was so taboo, they didn't really know. Nobody really experienced it as I was growing up. I mean, I never had a teammate that had diabetes. There was one guy in Austin that was an athlete, and still a friend of mine. But that's the only guy I remember that ever had Type One Diabetes when I was growing up, you know,
Scott Benner 45:23
I don't know if you know the name, but Molly FECKNER has been on the podcast and she's a friend of mine. She was the catcher for Alabama when they went as far as they've ever gone a few years ago. And she's the head coach. She's a head coach at University of Louisiana. No, but she would say that, like, you know, they would just take care of and I always wondered like, Did she just like accept that was okay, or, like, you don't mean like, Oh, they have it? Because you know, you get in that situation but like, you know, when you're a student you think one way when you're a parent you think another way like my son's like, oh, the trainer's here Mike, who's the trainer? Like don't just assume he knows what he's doing. Like you don't even like you know, you have that kind of feeling. And do you know Sam fold Sam played in the league for about a decade. He's a manager with a Phillies now or a coach with the Phillies. Now,
Drew Holder 46:07
I've never spoke with Sam but we have a good mutual friend and Ben's Oprah's Ben Zobrist, and we've talked about each other with Ben.
Scott Benner 46:15
Yeah. So. So Sam's been on the show. He's actually coming back on pretty soon. I was talking to him the other day, but he told me when I interviewed him the first time he's like, you go back and watch me playing baseball. You as if I'm chewing gum in the outfield. He's like, I was getting low. He's, you know, he's like, that's that was the extent of his management back then. Like I don't, okay, I don't feel okay. I'm gonna be stuck out here a little longer a handful of bubblegum. And I was like, Wow, you're lucky you're alive. Yeah.
Drew Holder 46:42
Oh, man. I mean, let me tell you this one quick story. I've had I've had severe lows, obviously, throughout. But the one I really remember was, I was in, I was in a homerun Derby in high school. And I was, you know, I was one of the better hitters. So I was expected to hit a lot of home runs. And my budget was so extremely low. That coach threw me five pitches, I missed all five of them, which BP you know, it's pretty easy. For at least me to hit the ball, but I missed all five of them. My dad comes down from the stands and he's like, Drew, come here, let's check your blood sugar. You know, whatever. I was 4050 I just couldn't see. And it didn't always happen that way. But I had no depth perception. So that's why it's baseball's even harder if you have if you're high or low because your your visions affected. Yeah, we know. So
Scott Benner 47:33
it's, it's frightening. I mean, that how quickly your body just leaves you get any means your ability to hold yourself up to think to see to make sense of things like once, you know, we talked about it here once a while, but that that there's a level of sugar that needs to exist in your blood for your brain to function. And when you start getting below that, that's you know, your brain can't work without without a certain amount of sugar. You know, and man made insulin doesn't know to stop taking it out of your blood. If it's in there. It's gonna do it's gonna do what it's gonna do. Yeah, it was playing once in our known Arden basically played up till like the end of Little League and a little more after that, and she's hurt right now. So she hasn't played in about a half year and there's part of me that thinks she's never gonna play again. Like, she's just like, yeah, okay, well, we did that. But, you know, but she's interesting. She doesn't love it like my son does. But she's good at it. So like they were playing, you know, right up to like, go into the Little League World Series the last time you know, she was really playing. But but a number of years before that is there, you know, teaching those kids how to play on 95 degree days, three times because it's softball, she she came through the dugout, one time, she played third base, she came through the dugout, she looked at me She raised her glove up overhead. And she was I'm not okay. I was like, What? And so you know, it was back in the days of like, older glucose monitors, they didn't work quite as well as they do today. And she was sure enough, by the time I figured out and what was going on that the the monitor did tell me she was really low. But she got incredibly low, like in the 40s and took in a bunch of, you know, liquid bunch of sugar. She sat on the bench, like put her head on my lap, like I sat in the dugout, like trying to get her back together. And she missed. She didn't have the bat that innings. But then she missed going in the field, the following ending, but her bat bat came up after that. And she was still only like, 65 and still coming back up. And she's like, I'm gonna I'm gonna hit. I was like, maybe not. She goes, she goes, if I don't hit, he's gonna take me out. I'm gonna feel better five minutes from now I'm not gonna be able to go back in. And I was like, all right. Why are my kids so competitive? And I was like, I was like, okay, and she got out there. She hacked away, she found off a bunch of them. And eventually she did, I think, pop up or something. But she just, I couldn't believe she did that. Like when I look back on it, I'm like, how did you even go out there and like, find that ball once. You don't mean and it's just it Rector it Rector for 10 minutes, like she was she, if she was by herself, I don't know what she would have done like in that moment, like she was just not capable of doing anything. Anything you think of as a human, you know, function. It really is it can be incredibly frightening, which is another reason why these these tools are so they're so amazing, you know, and not just not just for helping you keep a high blood sugar down but for just day to day stuff.
Drew Holder 50:25
And I agree. I mean that diabetes can seriously just if you have those extreme lows it, it takes control of your body. And people don't understand that like, Thank God I have a I have kind of a happy personality. And I love to laugh, but like, So traditionally when I get low, I'll just get real giggly and real kind of real strange and just say weird things. And so my wife is always able to usually say hey, before this is before the CGM, but she's always able to look go check yourself get some food, you know,
Unknown Speaker 50:58
but she's telling fart jokes is blood sugar.
Drew Holder 51:02
Yeah, it's just strange how you're everybody's different, right? diabetes affects me different than it does Arden. You know, of course, that's crazy.
Scott Benner 51:09
Do you have children of your own? Yes, sir.
Drew Holder 51:12
I have a six year old daughter. Her name is Lyle and my son. Name is Pierce. He's three years old.
Scott Benner 51:18
I can't better go play baseball. He's gonna be in trouble.
Drew Holder 51:22
A little. He's a little tank. I hope he I hope he does love something.
Unknown Speaker 51:25
Yeah, yeah,
Scott Benner 51:26
I you know, it's funny. I always thought that. I always thought that that was more than a joke. Like, oh, you should. If I love this, I want my kids love that. I realized once I had kids, I didn't care what they liked, as long as it was something they liked.
Unknown Speaker 51:38
I agree. Yeah. You know,
Scott Benner 51:39
I just really I used to say to my son as much as it looked like, we were gonna get some money for college, and he was gonna have fun. As it got more and more serious, I'd remind him every spring that you don't need to do this. You know, if you want to, I'm down, like we'll do whatever it is that it takes I'm like, but if you don't want to don't feel like you're doing this for me or for your like, you need to want this for yourself, you know? Because I just think it could be dangerous to get caught in a situation where your children start feeling like they're, they be letting you down if you didn't do that. I agree. My daughter said she'd one of her one of her best moments was going into the high school and telling the coach, look, I'm hurt. I'm not playing. You know, she's like, I'll see what I can do. And maybe I'll come back next year. But for now, I'm not playing the woman because she would still want you on the team and my daughters. I am not showing up every day and go into practice to watch other kids play softball. It's like I could do my homework. Hell, I could take a nap. But I got it. But I'm not I can't do that. Like there's there's a mindset around that, that whatever it is, but I I think we've given our kids so much freedom, they don't feel pressured to do things like that. So I was really proud of her. I was like, cool, you know, I said, you know, the woman even said, do you want to be the manager and my daughter comes home. I wish people knew Arden better like she's so she can be so sarcastic. She was like the manager. She's like, I play I don't write down the score. And I was like, great. She goes even if I never play again. I don't even know what this is an interesting question for you. My son wants to do nothing but play baseball. But while he's playing he doesn't want to go see a baseball game. He's like I don't want to go watch guys play I want to play and like like when it's you know when he's not playing? He's happy to go to a game he loves going to a game. But when he's playing he's he he I don't know it's like he's he does not want to watch someone else do something that he wants to be doing. Is it hard for you to watch ball now that you don't play anymore?
Drew Holder 53:37
No know i mean i really i can I really find common ground with Colin saying that I mean, growing up I never really even watched baseball honestly. Ever. Yeah. You know, I now I watch some of my old teammates still but and I do love that go watch games now. But I'm so far removed. I love to get back and just experience the environment again. But yeah, during when I played I didn't. I didn't really
Unknown Speaker 54:03
milestone, right.
Unknown Speaker 54:05
Yeah,
Scott Benner 54:06
I tried. We were just down this spring break in Florida. And I said, Hey, we can head over to the Phillies are playing the Yankees today. We can take a ride over to Tampa. He's like, I've been playing all week. And I was like, I don't want to drive 45 minutes to go watch other people play baseball. I was like, right. All right, man, we'll do something else. But yeah, I just it's a very interesting mindset.
Drew Holder 54:29
Like you said, it's I think in anything in life, you have to have some kind of outlet. You know, if you're, if you're playing baseball six days a week, you know, that seventh day, you don't really want to go and be mentally in baseball again. You know,
Scott Benner 54:42
you know, it's funny, as you say that people ask me all the time, like, you know, seriously other than yours, like what other diabetes podcasts do you like? And I was like, I don't listen to other diabetes podcasts. I'm like, busy making a podcast like I can't. To your point. Like I can't spend the five free minutes I have like listening to someone else do it. Yeah, it doesn't make any sense. So yeah, I guess it may be it's a very similar thing. Okay, so juicy. You're playing college. What year do you do when you do get drafted? What year do you get drafted? Are you in school still?
Drew Holder 55:11
So I got so I graduated in 2006. I got in May of 2006 got drafted june of 2006. I signed as a senior with the Astros in the 16th round. I had a neat experience. The two weeks before the draft basters wanted me to come down a minute made in Houston and do a tryout and man I played lights out you know, I was I was slotted to get drafted but nobody really knew where but I just played I had a lights out trout I took one of Craig videos bats in bed in in the cages from under it without a man Major League Baseball would is so much better than any wood I've ever swung with baseball wise. And I you know, I hit some homers in batting practice. I threw well from the outfield, you know, made some diving catches. And I mean, I obviously I impressed him a little bit because they drafted me and took a chance, you know?
Scott Benner 56:07
Yeah. Yeah. It's so cool that and now, is it. I think if my son got drafted and then spent the rest of it played one day, they said, Oh, I can't believe we drafted you. It was a huge mistake. And he spent the rest of his life homeless, he'd still be telling people do I got drafted? And so is it about one of the greatest things that's ever happened to
Drew Holder 56:26
me? Yeah, you know, what, it? It was such a neat experience. And I'm so thankful that it happened. I mean, it's not something I just run around and tell everybody about I mean, people probably look at me and like, he probably, you know, he never played sports or whatever, who knows. But if people ask me not young first to say, Yeah, I got to experience minor league baseball. And I remember that day that I got drafted, I was with my whole family, at my grandparents house, and I didn't get any phone calls. But you know, you're just kind of looking at the computer and you see all these names. One of my teammates got drafted two picks before me by the Phillies. And I was like, Man, that's, you know, being competitive, like, dude, I'm better than him, you know. And then all of a sudden, my name comes up, I'm like, Oh, my gosh, you know, and we all you know, we're all kind of jumping around and excited. But yeah, it was just a it was a memorable experience for sure.
Scott Benner 57:18
Yeah. It just it's, you know, after trying so hard at something like that. It's it's kind of amazing. How long did you how did you play minor league ball.
Drew Holder 57:26
So I played one season in New York and short season with the Astros and then the next season after spring training got promoted to we call it low A or full season single a. Then after that season was over, got released a week before Thanksgiving, which is kind of strange. And then then I played two more years of independent baseball in Grand Prairie for Pete and Kabila. He was my manager. Okay.
Scott Benner 57:54
If he came up, I Were A Phillies fan. So Pete played here for a while towards the end of his career.
Unknown Speaker 57:58
Yeah.
Scott Benner 58:00
So what what is what ended up being the thing? Like, what when you look back, like what was the thing that had progressed as far as it was going to progress for you? And you just couldn't? You didn't have to go further than that? Like, what stopped you?
Drew Holder 58:16
Man? Good question. I mean, a little bit of consistency, probably. I was probably honestly, third or fourth outfielder on the team. And, you know, and a lot of things go into that, whether it be business or you know, how much money somebody gets signing bonus. I definitely had, you know, I think my my only average was, like, 260, or something like that. So I wasn't, you know, I can just, I just didn't have that consistent. Every time I played, you could count on me to do something, some games, I would be liked out some games. You know, I would go for for, you know,
Scott Benner 58:52
it's so incredibly funny to say this is the name you're not going to know because it's a new jersey name. But it's a guy that lives in my town. He's, you know, older now, but he made it to the to the Orioles as a catcher. And I was talking to him the other day, and he's like, you know, what killed me is like, there were some days. There was nobody better. And he's like, and then the next day, I was horrible. And he's like, hey, just any use the word. He's like, I couldn't do it consistently. He's like, he's like, I just couldn't find the consistency of friend of Cole's was drafted by the White Sox A number of years ago. And after three years, he was home. Cole said to him, what happened? He goes, I just mentally I couldn't the hitting is just, it's so mental. And he's like, I just, we'd get on the bus and we'd ride, you know, forever. And he's like, I was tired. And I just, I couldn't be consistent. And it's the same word that everybody uses. I'm so fascinated that you said the same thing. It was like I can do it. I just couldn't do it. Every time, you know, or that other answer that you gave, which I don't think people think enough about is if somebody got excited about another guy a little more excited than they got about you and gave him a little more money, even if you're better than him. They're gonna hold on to him longer to try to be right. Right, right. Like there's there's that idea like we paid this guy like we're in business right, right let's wait and see what if we can get something out of them the other guy we didn't pay so much we can let him go if we have to. Now, after you're out of the miners, can you talk about how that helps when you move into the business world? Is it? Is it a big deal? Like you go into a job interview? Does everybody turn into a little kid? They're like, Oh, my God, you played for the Astros? like is that? How do you get offered jobs that you have no business having?
Drew Holder 1:00:35
I don't know. I don't. It definitely helps. It definitely doesn't hurt. I mean, most big companies and most, you know, business owners, they want competitive people that are going to go go after something hard for for them, you know, so, and they know, for the most part athletes, you know, they have discipline, they're competitive. You know, those are kind of the, the characteristics you want as an employee, you know, so yeah, it was it definitely got me interviews. I mean, I, I started with Stryker, which is a medical device company, right out of right after I get done playing. But I started in the warehouse, so it wasn't like, I didn't get like a, an amazing job. You know, I had to work my thing. I had to work myself up the way up in the organization, you know?
Scott Benner 1:01:23
Yeah, yeah. No, I definitely feel that again. It just there's this one guy that told us this, I told me a story one time and he was just like, I was in this interview, when he's like, in five minutes, I realized, like, I don't know what, like, this isn't a good job. For me. It's not a good fit. And he's like, in the job was, you know, it was important because it would have been dangerous to give me this job. And he goes for 45 minutes, guys are like, tell me about playing baseball. And then in the last 15 minutes, I'm like, well, we love you. And he was like, I shouldn't have this job. Because everybody in the room just turned into like little kids. And I was like, that's very funny. Even my neighbor used to throw BP for the Mets in the 80s that helps him at work. It's crazy. Like
Unknown Speaker 1:02:01
guy you're right guys turned a little boys.
Scott Benner 1:02:03
You know, when they talk about baseball, and probably rightfully so by the way, baseballs. Any sports, right.
Drew Holder 1:02:09
I mean, I say traditionally, baseball is such a fraternity. You know, if you played baseball, and you even at a high level, you know, you know, a lot of the same people. And, you know, it's fun to talk about and same with football. I mean, that's why that's why like he said, athletes are, you know, a rare commodity, I guess, in the business marketplace. Yeah,
Scott Benner 1:02:31
it really is interesting to, like, watch my son talk about, you know, I mean, in this semester, Cole's taking multivariable calculus, you know, some high level Spanish thing, then he doesn't even speak Spanish that well, and still getting like, you know, great grades, still goes and lifts. You know, I don't know how often they lift, they must lift four times a week at least. He's, they're playing three or four times a week at this point. And they still practice on their off days. And when I talk to him, like how you doing good, I'm good, Mike. All right. I cuz I'd be dead. He would just I'd fall over. But he's like, I'm a little tired. You know, but I'm okay. I'm okay man. Like, go get him like, I don't know what that is. That's a switch. that's a that's a gear not everybody gets, you know. So it is really It is amazing to see how much work gets put into it. But well, you don't Yeah, you don't know any different either. I
Drew Holder 1:03:24
mean, you're just kind of it's almost like your cattle. You're just kind of your coaches tell you what to do. And you say Yes, sir. And do it. You know, and you're like, Okay, now I gotta go study now. I got to get some sleep and it starts all over and you know, but you don't know any different and you love it. Yeah,
Scott Benner 1:03:39
he real and that really is the key man. He really does love it. Yeah, he's What are you gonna do this summer? He does. I'm gonna try to get bigger notice like that. That's the summer plan. He goes, yep. Okay. Yeah, you go get bigger, guys. I don't know what you know, go get them kid. I wish I do. I wish you could see me. I'm just not like you would not look at me and go, I bet that guy's got athletic children. I can't tell you. My wife says to me all the time. She goes, we sit at a softball game. And someone comes up to me like I've never met before she goes, they point to the chubbiest kid on the field, and they go is that your daughter? And I was like, No, no, my daughter's the like, you know, that one they're pointing to like this, you know, like, lean, like, totally Catholic kid. And they always go, oh, oh. And I was like I said, Kelly. I said every baseball. Every baseball field I've ever been at somebody like is the catcher your son. I'm like, it's not the catcher. centerfield. They're like, Oh, really? And they look I can see. I'm gonna tell you guys, everyone's gonna get to hear a really embarrassing story. Right? So my son's in. I don't know, he's playing baseball somewhere. And I'm watching him practice when a ball goes out into a parking lot. I'm like, okay, it's probably my turn to go get the foul ball. So I get up and I walk in, I get it and I'm coming back to the field and I see a coach standing by second base by the bucket at second. So I just, you know, drove get the ball in my hand, I gesture, I've got the ball and I'm going to throw it to him. And he starts running towards me. And I was like, what is happening inside? Like, put my hand up like, no, no.
Unknown Speaker 1:05:15
I like, I don't
Scott Benner 1:05:17
want you to come over here. I have the ball. Like I thought he didn't realize I tried to throw the ball. So just like I was like, that's enough for this. I just threw the ball. And later it hit me. Like after the practice, and we're staying off this side. I said, Joe, can I ask you a question? He goes, Yeah, I said, when I showed you the ball, you knew I had the ball. Right? And he goes, he goes, why don't you run towards me? And he goes, I didn't think he could reach me. And I was like, Yeah, I mean, I get that. But did you think the kid just figured it out? Like all by himself? Like, like, you just came out? Like, came crawling out of the womb with a baseball. It looks like someone showed it to him. It wasn't my wife. You know, like, and so yeah, I just don't look like that guy.
Drew Holder 1:05:55
Yeah, I call you I'd call you a closet athlete. You know, like, you may not look like you're an athlete, but I'm sure you can. You can move and you can do, you can do certain things.
Scott Benner 1:06:05
I always tell people, I'm faster than I look. I can throw this ball farther than you think I can. You know, I'm much better than you would imagine, right up until I'm not. But But like, Listen, in fairness, Cole was a better baseball player than I've ever been. By the time he was like 12 to be perfectly honest, like he just, you know, he just got better and better and better as he went. So I want to ask you, you said so you know, Ben, and so you know, Sam through Ben, but Ben doesn't have Ben doesn't have diabetes does he?
Drew Holder 1:06:33
know but he was my teammate at Dallas Baptist. That's how you know him.
Scott Benner 1:06:37
Have you ever done Sam's wiffleball? The T Wendy slam is with football games. I have it that Sam runs these cool BAM wiffle ball games to raise money for diabetes charities.
Unknown Speaker 1:06:47
Okay, yeah,
Scott Benner 1:06:48
I have to reach out to Sam and if we can be a part of what's going on. He got thrown around a little bit as the Rangers manager in the offseason is I didn't know that. His name came up a couple times. And I was like, I texted him. I was like, hey, do I know the next manager? The Rangers? That sounds pretty exciting. He's got you know, I'm gonna have him on because Sam has a job that is completely unique and Major League Baseball. He I think I believe he's the only one who has it. But he's the liaison between the statistics department upstairs and the players. Wow, Nicole, he kind of takes the the math of baseball and translates it into baseball. Like like you don't he's like a it's just a very interesting job he has
Unknown Speaker 1:07:32
like sabermetrics stuff.
Scott Benner 1:07:34
Yeah. Yeah. He takes the sabermetric stuff and and he he she's a Stanford, he went to Stanford has an econ degree from Stanford. So he's played, he played a decade he went to Stanford together, we imagined he knew something if he got through there, yeah. And so and so he takes the sabermetric stuff. And then he goes to you as the player and puts it into baseball terminology for you. Wow, such a cool job, you know, so it's cool. I never heard of that. And that's it. He's the only one in the league that has that job. So I think that's new for the Phillies started that last year. And I don't know if other people will, you know, you know how people like once they see something work and they'll climb on.
Drew Holder 1:08:12
Oh, it'll go in cycles, for sure. You're gonna follow that?
Scott Benner 1:08:16
Yeah. And the Phillies right now, I think you're gonna use the sabermetrics of let real Muto Harper and mccutchen hit that baseball. So I don't, they're gonna need numbers for that. Exactly. But, uh, we took a big leap. Who's Who you root for when you're watching baseball now?
Drew Holder 1:08:31
Team wise, you know, I'm local. I definitely run for the Rangers. But you know, also route for the Cubs because his own risk. I think he's the only teammate I still have left playing. I mean, he's played 14 year, I think 14 years in the majors or maybe, whatever it is. 12 years, probably
Scott Benner 1:08:47
a long career. He really does. He's starting to talk about maybe this is it this year, right? Have you heard him say that?
Drew Holder 1:08:53
I mean, I have just over the radio and, you know, on TV, but he just, he's just a good dude. man. He's a great leader. And that's people love having him in the clubhouse. No, he puts other people before himself. And you know, I'm proud. I'm proud to call him a teammate for sure. It's amazing. It
Scott Benner 1:09:13
and you know, there's different ways to lead to like, there's some guys who are you know, yelling and screaming and jumping around. And my son, my son actually said to me the other day, he goes, I think I'm having like a good impact on the team. And I said, why he just talked about some of his workout stuff that he does. He's like, when I got there. I was doing some stuff. And people are like, what are you doing? Like they like they were a little like, I don't I've never seen anybody do that before. And ankles like now I'm starting to see some guys are like, you know, breaking off a piece of the field on their own and they're doing some stuff. I'm starting to see him do some of the stuff. I was just like, I feel like I'm having a good just impact on people. And I just, I wish you knew him better. Like I never imagined that would have been something he would have said to me, you know, so yeah, it's very cool. This this process of getting to play sports and colleges. Um, I definitely think it's an experience, it'll that'll feed him through his whole life. So,
Drew Holder 1:10:04
yeah, and I think that's why, you know, we all feel successful when we're helping others, myself included. I mean, there's been times in my life when I've been self focused. But, you know, when I'm focusing on others, you know, I'm usually more fulfilled, you know, I think that's what excited me to reach out to you and just say, if there's anything that I can do to encourage people, man, let me know, you know,
Scott Benner 1:10:28
well, I think you did it to share your story. And, you know, talk and I, and I agree with you, too. I'm, you know, you I mean, you've mentioned your your faith a couple of times, I'm not a particularly religious person. And yet, I will tell you that when I do this podcast, and I hear back from people that it's helped them, I don't have a better feeling all day than that, that's for sure. So I feel exactly the same way coming from a different coming at it from probably a different angle than you but at the same way that the results exactly the same, like when you're helping other people, and and kind of relieving their burden a little bit. It's incredibly rewarding. So I agree. Absolutely. So I really appreciate you coming on and doing this. Thank you so much.
Drew Holder 1:11:10
Well, Scott, it was it was a pleasure. I let me know if you're in Dallas or if I get up north man, we'll we'll go see a baseball game.
Unknown Speaker 1:11:17
That'd be amazing.
Scott Benner 1:11:20
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