And the winner is: Diabetes Circle Laces
Arden picks the winner of our Diabetes Circles Shoe Laces giveaway...
Thank you to everyone for sharing and entering!
Prep Pad
So there I was, surfing the Interwebs, and I saw this video...
Introducing Prep Pad from The Orange Chef Company on Vimeo.
I was intrigued, and so I set out to learn more. My advanced Googling skills quickly led me to The Orange Chef, makers of the Prep Pad. I watched a few more videos, read about the product, and decided that it may be a huge leap in how I count carbohydrates for Arden. A few phone calls later, the makers are sending me a scale so I can give it a try and write a review.
The review unit should be arriving at my house in about two weeks, then I'll put the scale through it's paces and let you know what I learn.
Based what I've seen and the conversation that I had with Michael from The Orange Chef, I'm more than excited to see what it can do.
This is just the tip of what Michael says the Prep Pad can do but... Imagine you make a dish at home, just enter the ingredients as you go and the scale (In conjunction with it's companion iPad app) retrieves a bevy of nutritional information about your concoction - and it saves the information so that the next time you make the dish, all you have to do is call it up, weigh your serving, and the carb count is at your finger tips. This thing may completely change how we count carbs in our home cooked meals. Fingers crossed.
This is not a paid review. I'm not receiving a free unit... I just thought that if the Prep Pad works as advertised, it may really help a lot of people who count carbs everyday. We'll find out soon.
I feel like a Jerk...
I've started this post and deleted it maybe a dozen times this year, always afraid that I'll come off like I'm complaining, ungrateful, greedy or worse - a jerk. Today, I'm not going to delete it because something I recently read has given me the nerve to ask.
So, if you'll be kind enough to indulge my brooding artistic side, I have a question for all of you about my first world problem that I can't shake caring about. It's a question that I'm embarrassed to need the answer to and I'm almost certain that there is no way for me to say what I'm about to..... See, right now I'm having the strongest desire to delete this, I hate that I want to ask, it makes me feel so... I can't put it into words.
Okay. When I began writing Arden's Day six years ago I didn't really know about blogs. There was no DOC that I was aware of and my sharing was mostly a catharsis, as I didn't expect anyone to see it. I only ever shared the link (Which wasn't ArdensDay.com) with close friends and family. This blog acted as a writing class for me, it helped me to express feelings that I would have otherwise kept locked up and I still furrow my brow and wonder how this all happened when I receive a monthly report of the site's traffic. To say that I didn't expect any of this, is an understatement of epic proportions.
I did however always want to tell stories, I just never thought they would be real stories. I wanted to write fiction, but this form of expression seems to have found me and I know now that I'm meant to share from my heart, not my imagination. Fast forward a few hundred blog entries and now the DOC exists and bloggers are getting noticed, some even get asked to write books. Other's good fortune presented me with an opportunity to speak directly with a publisher, who only knows me as a diabetes blogger. That woman wasn't talking to me because she wanted me to write, she called me because I forgot to include a bio line for a sidebar that I contributed to a book she was publishing. This was the chanciest meeting of chance meetings, it never should have happened, I never should have been on the phone with this person - but I was, and so I acted. I idiotically pitched my idea for a parenting memoir to a publisher of medical books, because why not? Because, when was I ever going to get this chance again?
Writing the book took forever. Handing it in was one of the most stressful things that I've ever done. I feared that no one would like it, that it wouldn't pass muster, that I was about to embarrass myself in a way that I couldn't bounce back from - but the risk seemed worth it, I wanted to tell a story. Writing was personally difficult, handing the book in was an exercise in humility but when the book was well-received... I couldn't believe it. I doubted myself as a writer even as glowing reviews were filling my inbox.
My first published work has been on shelves for almost eight months, it's won a writing award and I still, I doubt myself everyday when I write. It can be an email, a blog post, social media message, doesn't matter - I doubt every word. That doubt has stopped me from asking you the question that I've wanted to ask for almost a year. Then I read this recent review of my book...
"I've just spent the last 6 hours or so reading what I consider to be one of the best non-fiction books ever written. Once I opened it up and began reading, I couldn't put it down until I reached the end - even while I was cooking my dinner I had it in my hand. What an absolute pleasure to read. I don’t think I can put into words just how much I enjoyed this book."
Those wonderful words that the reader used empowered me, though not for the reason you may imagine. I didn't read it and suddenly stop doubting my writing, I may always do that. I read her words, and they desperately made me desire for other people to feel the way that she did. Her reaction is why I wanted to write the book, it's why I wrote as a child, and why I write this blog. I've always wanted others to see life through my eyes, if only for a moment.
I elude to my question a lot. I try to find ways to lead you, images, tweets, drawing attention to reviews, but I've never been able to just ask... until now. Because, why not? That attitude won me the chance to write a book and I'm hoping that it will give me a chance to help more people to find it. So here's my question, and please know that I ask it with great respect and a sincere amount of humility.
Would you please read my book?
Starting this Monday, I'm going to post daily, a different review of my book, 'Life Is Short, Laundry Is Eternal' on my social media pages. My publisher tells me that people don't buy parenting themed books from October to January (Talk about market research, huh?) but I want to try and change that line of thinking. In honesty, I want other people to feel my story because I think it's all of our stories. Even more honestly, I want to write again and help other people to access those emotions. In the world of publishing, there is only one thing that will get me to that place - If you read the Life Is Short and enjoyed it, please tell a friend, give it as a holiday gift and leave a review online at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, iTunes. If you haven't read it, please pick a copy and give it it try.
Well, I feel insanely uneasy about posting this but... dammit she read the book while she was making dinner.
I hope that you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving, I'll be taking a break from blogging next week so I can prep for the holiday and do some non-diabetes related writing- but I'll be back soon! Thank you all so much for reading Arden's Day, it's a the pleasure of a lifetime to speak with you in this intimate setting.
If you have time, can I ask you to answer just a handful of fast question so that I can understand better how the book, is or isn't finding it's way in the world. Anonymously of course.
Best,
Scott
When things go wrong, they go wrong.
Yesterday was a busy day around here. Arden was leaving straight from school to attend a gathering of her friends at one of their homes. I also had a speaking gig at a local Barnes & Noble in the early evening. Remote management of Arden's BG extended past the school day and into the play date as I prepared for the event.
Everything was going great even though the food choices at the get-together were carb heavy, pizza, brownies and the like. Arden's BG was steady at 145 for most of the afternoon, we had seemingly defeated the pizza and the brownie didn't seem to be gaining any ground on the last bolus. Good stuff.
Arden arrived home just a few minutes before we had to leave for the bookstore (Kelly is away for work, so the kids came along), her BG was still holding steady so we jumped into my car and headed out. It was on that short ride that things began to go wrong. First Arden's CGM indicated that her BG was rising slowly so we bolused, it seemed strange because she was now over ninety minutes past the the time that she ate the brownie and there was no spike after she ate it. The pizza by this time had been ingested over four hours prior. I thought it (BG rise) could be the pizza but more likely we were fighting with the combo of pizza and brownies. Still the rise was slow and I had no concern that the bolus wouldn't handle it.
Forty-five minutes into the book talk Arden's CGM was going nuts. Her BG was now rising quickly and the last bolus didn't look like it was going to hold. She tested and we were very aggressive with the next dose, very aggressive. So there we were in a Barnes & Noble, I'm chit chatting with the crowd about Life Is Short, can't leave for an hour and trying to decide if Arden's blood sugar rise is food related or if her pump site suddenly went bad... I didn't know and only time was going to tell. A short while later we boulsed again because subsequent testing indicated that the last bolus only served to stop the rise in her BG and wasn't enough to bring it down. By the time we got home her BG had fallen just enough to create more confusion. Do you know what I mean? I was in that spot where it seemed like everything was going to be alright if I just gave things a little more time.
But you know that wasn't the case.
Arden climbed into bed with me to watch television (Far after her bedtime), she was drinking water, I was setting increased temp basal rates and staring at the DexCom screen - the evening had devolved into a good ole' fashion cluster fuck.
I gave up after one in the morning and changed her pod. I felt comfortable that her BG was in a safe place for me to sleep a little after four thirty in the morning. Good news is, my TiVo is empty now...
Bad news? I never heard my alarm and we didn't wake up until eight in the morning, school begins at five after. I woke the children and told them to get ready, "Don't rush, I just want you to arrive in time for second period". Cole jumped into the shower, Arden went to her room to get dressed - CGMnow was 80.
I brushed my teeth, got Cole to the first floor and called for Arden, she didn't answer, I called again... nothing. When I tried the knob on her bedroom door and it was locked, I knocked, no answer. So I raised my voice, "Arden!, Arden, open the door".
"I can't, I'm on my bed and I can't get up - I'm low".
When I unlocked the door to Arden's room she was sitting on her bed, her face lacked muscle tone and she looked pale. I immediately handed her a juice and asked why she didn't call me or drink a juice. She responded, "I can't move, I have a bad headache and I'm dizzy". We treated, tested and she ate a piece of toast. When her BG finally came to a balance I asked her to get ready for school but she said that she felt like she didn't sleep at all last night, she thought she was getting sick. I explained that I've heard from many PWD that they experience a hangover like sensation after a significant overnight low and that it comes with a feeling that you didn't sleep. Then she said something that dropped my heart into my stomach.
"That never happens to me..."
I had to explain that each day with diabetes wasn't going to be the same and that different issues are going to arise as she gets older. I think she was sad to hear that, but too out of it to care. It's almost noon and Arden is still sleeping in her bed. Her BG is all good now but I'm a little worse for wear. I'm sharing this today because I promised to try and be even more open during Diabetes Awareness Month. But also because I was reminded recently that my blog reaches a lot of parents and I never want any of you to think that the shitty stuff that sometimes happens to you... isn't happening to us. It is, it's happening to all of us.
You are not alone and I hope knowing that helps in some small way.
Recall: FreeStyle and FreeStyle Lite Test Strips
From Abbott Diabetes Website:
November 20, 2013Dear Valued Customer,Recently, it has come to our attention that certain lots of FreeStyle® and FreeStyle Lite® Blood Glucose Test Strips produce erroneously low blood glucose results when using FreeStyle® Blood Glucose Meters, FreeStyle Flash® Blood Glucose Meters and the FreeStyle® blood glucose meter built into the OmniPod® system. Erroneously low results that are not recognized may pose significant risks to your health.If you do not use the meters in the photographs below, your blood glucose test results are not affected and you do not need to read any further.FreeStyle Flash®
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